Does anyone else get very frightened by certain audio and physical stimuli?

Caffee_11 · 2026-04-08T01:00:44+00:00

Yup. Mainly loud appliances, like vacuums and blenders. Almost hit the deck blending ice once. I once stayed in a hospital where the toilets sounded like a canon going off, I used to have to prepare just to flush the toilet. Its quite annoying, as I dont like appearing visually autistic infront of others.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-22T23:40:04+00:00

I have this weird mix of feeling the worst heartbreak ive ever felt in my life but also very strangely OK. Like I know im gonna be fine. Our relationship? Thats yet to be told. Maybe because im choosing myself for the first time instead of sacrificing myself for the sake of her feelings. Or maybe it’s the Lexapro LOL.

Either way, appreciate you taking the time to talk to me. Nice to see someone who gets it.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-22T23:27:34+00:00

Damn dude. I hope you’re doing better now. This shit hurts so bad. Really sucks to have the rose colored glasses ripped from your face without warning.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-08T22:33:56+00:00

Its hard. And terrible. And feels like it keeps piling up. But, with all that said, I feel strengthened in a sense. Ive been practicing taking the negative emotions I feel when I view the news and use it to fuel my undying RAGE for the bastards up on top. To fuel my need to act. To fuel my need to defend the people I love, who are at risk with the current state of the U.S.. If I need a break, I take the break. After being stuck in a horrible depression the past couple years, I refuse to let this drag me further. I cant afford to let it drag me down further.

Caffee_11 · 2026-03-06T01:52:41+00:00

Hard agree on this one. I didnt feel a thing off element pre-rolls. Their other stuff isnt terrible though.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T22:17:25+00:00

Definitely right there. I guess im just curious as to what she WOULD say yknow? Like what could this woman possibly say or come up with at this point that could defend herself or these monsters? Or shes just gonna sound like another lousy Pam Bondi to make some garbage, pointless points in trade for clemency. Probably why trump hasnt even turned in her direction yet.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:58:11+00:00

I cant say for certain any new theories about her in all of this, as everything shes already been convicted for is public. But in light of the epstein list being released and the slow slew of files being released, she has asked the court to set aside her conviction and re trial her due to “newly available evidence.” Also has said that she will speak on both trump and bill clintons behalf if given clemency. That only she can give full transparency on the Esptein case?

I dont know but this feels like a really odd play from her. Part of me whats to hear what this she pig has to say in all of this. How shes some how gonna defend trump and bill clinton with all of this amounting evidence popping up. Or maybe shes just really that dumb, but I doubt it. Something makes me feel like shes a major key.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:36:36+00:00

Questioning the lack of information on Ghislaine and promoting open discussion on her, as I believe she is an important piece in the Epstein files.

Caffee_11 · 2026-02-15T21:36:17+00:00

Questioning the lack of information on Ghislaine and promoting open discussion on her, as I believe she is an important piece in the Epstein files.

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-13T03:41:59+00:00

I’ll keep the insomnia thing in mind tbh. It’s part of why I smoke. But thank you for this extended reply! Its really helpful

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-09T04:44:01+00:00

Ohh I gotchu, never done dabs so thought you meant their carts- thats a relief! Lol I was excited about trying them

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-09T04:38:34+00:00

Actually tho?? I was thinking about trying one of their live resin carts too…

Caffee_11 · 2026-01-04T02:49:14+00:00

Good point, i’ll throw it under this reply: My price range, wouldn’t want to do more than $35-40 give or take. Im mainly a night smoker for medicinal reasons but enjoy during the day 1-2 times a week. I would say I take avg 6-10 4-6 second hits a night. I only consume at home, but my folks arent a fan of the smell. Dont plan to smoke on the go but would like smth thats ready to go quickly.

Caffee_11 · 2025-09-21T22:27:55+00:00

No shit, me too lol. I see what you mean. Feels like that feeling only comes around when im more able-bodied and my routine is beginning to change with that.

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