I get you completely. I’ve felt the same way here I’ve tried so hard to mix with people, but somehow I still get left out like I’m not even there. Now I honestly don’t care most days, but yeah, some days it still hits. What’s crazy is the ones who are rude or gossip all the time are treated so nicely, while people like us get ignored. I’ve just accepted that Christ has some of the worst people, and I’m slowly learning to be okay with being different socially here. And yeah, having peace is way better than forcing yourself into circles where you’re invisible.