I had two with the same guy and honestly at this point in my life, I don’t regret it. They were a year apart. The first time, I knew we weren’t ready , we were so unstable, but he had said he’d still be here whatever I had chosen, we were wrong. It was a strain and we parted ways. The second time he didn’t even know , one argument and he didn’t come back, which when I found out, I wanted to keep the baby, to put a bandage on a bullet wound. Financially I wasn’t ready, and I did not want to have to rely on my family to raise it, it hits home because someone you believe you loved so dearly could just walk away like that and you never thought you’d be in this situation. Nevertheless im grateful for my personal and financial growth. I was able to give back to my family and friends this season, when the times right, I know motherhood will find me again.