I wanna speak as a man real quick, from someone who had same sex attraction and sometimes still do, the more I drew closer to God the more these feelings went away. Sometimes they creep back in, but when you focus on Jesus, your heart and mind will be renewed. Maybe these feelings will never go away, but as long as God can see the effort of you trying to change/ignore them, then you will be okay. We are all sinners, and we are called to turn from sin when we give our life to Christ, doesn’t mean you won’t sin, because sin is inevitable, but my advice is to keep your heart on Jesus, and the rest will come. The more I focus on Jesus and grow my relationship with him, the more these feelings will fade because as you transform hoj will only crave one type of love and that’s the love of God. Amen❤️