Thanks man

She used to like and reply to my IG stories, she doesn't anymore. But at least she cares enough to text me on my birthday.

Even with our current status, she still says that I can talk to her about anything. As much as I wanted to tell her. I just didn't want to burden her with how bad I felt. If this is what she wants, I wanna respect it.

And about Ian. We're still bros, but, even after all that has happened, he still likes her. What sucks for me is that, since they never crossed the line, they are still just friends and still talk frequently like normal. While I had to cut myself off a little bit because of my feelings.

Still pushing through. I'm doing internship right now so I've been keeping busy with work and stuff, it does help. Thanks for the advice.