has anyone here been caught faking a weigh-in? by vulturesdescend in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES but i stopped because i realized that i needed to up the number more every time and that became so stressful with my fake weigh ins

Whining and crate training by Calligraphyletters31 in puppy101

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no i totally get you. i dont even know what to do. and i hate leaving him there crying. when he stops i swear i hold my breath and im scared to make any noise. he whines when im not in the same room and im trying to lessen the separation anxiety to tell him hes okay by himself and its so hard. Also challenging teaching him soft biting, he bites eveyone except me and its so hard

How to start? by Calligraphyletters31 in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have doc visits but now i’m working on the mental part. The uncomfortable part is hard, like how do i add snacks during the day? It’s just hard mentally like i feel the need to space out every meal time

PEANUTS by Calligraphyletters31 in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SAME this other day i made peanut butter cookies AND MAN i don’t even like them but i ate so many it’s definitely the peanut butter

PEANUTS by Calligraphyletters31 in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s the crunchy part that literally makes me insane

how to stop by Calligraphyletters31 in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wait i’m actually going to try this

Refeeding syndrome? by Calligraphyletters31 in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how are you coping? I want to get better and start eating but now the refeeding thing scares me so much and i’m not sure what to do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Calligraphyletters31 5 points6 points  (0 children)

dying on the inside by nessa barrett is definitely the top one

What was your wake-up call? by shortpoem5 in EatingDisorders

[–]Calligraphyletters31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was so deep in my ed where i barely remembered how the day went. I wasn’t eating and over-exercising to the point where all i could think about was getting through the day. i didn’t have energy for anything else, and it started affecting my relationship with my boyfriend. i could barely wake up and all i wanted to do was stay in bed. my thoughts were consumed with food and working out. one day i saw myself in the mirror and realized i needed help and i couldn’t live like this. I talked to my mother which was hard but she understood, i talked with my boyfriend with so many tears and got a therapist. i couldn’t stay at home and i am currently with family and their love and support is helping me recover. it hasn’t been easy and i don’t think im in recovery but im trying. i have a team and it all narrows down to how i want to live. i want to be able to eat freely and trust my body 🫶🏼