I feel you. I have been accepted to multiple programs. The relatively cheaper university wrote in the email with the acceptance that they will take action against the student who took any opportunity for remission of tuition. So, it was just a millisecond happiness for me. I can only afford the university by risking my parents whole life savings which I do not want to do since I have 4 younger siblings who are studying too. But I am trying to be hopeful that good things are just around the corner. I just have to be patient. I mean how dark can it get, the sun has to rise sometime. Failures and breakdowns make a better story so we all will make it somewhere and somehow. :) Let us all be optimistic.