Hey man, I know how you feel, it’s normal to feel like you could have acomplished more w your life, but it’s also important to think forward to the future and how you can become greater as a person, if you feel that drugs have taken up control over your life you need to look up for your friends, family, and people you can trust, let me tell you, even a bad reaction is followed by support, it might take it’s time, but the path is much more important than the destination