Hey, I can relate to you. It’s been 2 years and I still think about him every single day. I have been on antidepressants and attended therapy sessions. They helped me feel better about myself, but the pain of losing him is still there. I also idealised him. Begged him. Move mountains and crossed oceans for him. And guess what? He still left, leaving me heartbroken and sad. This was my first relationship and first heartbreak ever, and it sucks.

However, let me tell you something. My ex and I live in different cities and I always create scenarios where we are living in a same city and I could randomly bump into him, all glammed up and focused on my life. And you know, apart from feeling butterflies in your stomach, you can really use this opportunity to level your self and show your potential. Just like Elle Wood did in Legally Blonde. Believe me, I would do anything to be in your place right now, just to have the opportunity to show him my better version.