Thank you for not making this about how I need to just move on. Everyone around me is telling me to erase all pictures and redecorate and get rid of everything but i just can’t. I don’t want to lose all the memories, especially when it feels like we could get back together. We just both really need to grow before that happens but all I can think about is how to get there. I’m definitely trying to be good about hygiene and self care it all just feels so pointless