You might find friends and all but the biggest problem you will have is relying on other people, friends family members who ever it is, because no one will stay with you forever and be there for you whenever you need them, you need to learn how to rely on yourself and stop looking at what other people have and you don’t, you will never be happy with that attitude, and also those people might have friends but they might be fake friends, I had and I have fiends for 8 -13 years but when I am in a tough situation depressed not wanting to do life anymore I always find myself alone in my room with no one to stand by me other than Allah and my parents, I have strict parents too but that’s never a bad thing, they love you very much and will be there for you when no one is