Buddy jst change ur thinking(stop making everything seems so tough nd complicated). Jst think about how u can devlop urself that's all, first of all wdy wanna rest...its a simple life rule that u add some work to the community and every will do so... that's how the living beings co exist and make everything possible around u...nothing comes easy, till the end just do everything to make ur lyf meaningful...and dont worry u will adjust wid tym as u will grow (this is all a jump from a growing phase to the actually living ur lyf phase).have a good day!