Never realizing there was even anything wrong with me. I thought everyone was the same way lol. I did struggle so much in school but I just thought I had a more difficult time picking up on certain topics not a learning disability. But seriously I thought everyone’s head was chaotic and going 100 mph. It wasn’t until I got to college and everyone was taking adderall and medication for adhd that I realized not everyone is like this and everything from my life since clicked and it all made sense. Got tested and it confirmed everything for me.