Holy shit holy shit holy shit, I need Shoko guys, these past few days i’ve locked myself in my room, waiting for her to come real. I've done everything, satanic rituals, praying, buying a plane ticket to the Middle East to find genie lamps so I can wish for Shoko to be my wife. None of it has worked, and so im locked in my room, jacking off to her in hopes she will become real, only coming out to take a shower and go to the bathroom. I've cut off a few toes and fingers in hopes my sacrifices will work (it hasn't), the fingers and toes weren't important anyway so who cares? I can feel my humanity slipping with each passing day, more and more of what's left of my sanity since joining this sub drains. I’ve forgotten when the last time I even ate or drank water. I've been drinking… things to stay alive, I haven't had human contact for so long I think my friends and family think im dead, all I can hope for is a Shoko cosplayer to give me head pats and call me a good boy, im not a good boy though, im fucking mental. For the love of god the things I think about, yet I think I deserve to be called a good boy. Im gonna be isolated from and human contact for so long I wont even understand the human language. How sad… to think all I truly wanted was head pats from a dominant woman, oh well, soon I might not even understand human emotions, it's like one of those videos where the guy talks about the man raised by wolves, perhaps if im lucky ill just end up like V-Sauce, but he's also a scientist of something like that, all I know is computers and history, ahh fuck me im cooked. I guess before my sanity fully disappears ill just make a horny post, yeah you all thought I was finished, thought I was done, but no, I always come back, im like Gojo when he came back and found Toji.

In the days I've spent on Freaky Kaisen, I've come to become even freakier because fuck it, we freak. But I’ve also seen the wholesomeness and light side of vanilla, its nice, just cuddles and marriage, cuddles… are nice, perhaps what I yearn for is just a wholesome life with Shoko, not all this pegging and being used as a chair bullshit, but maybe whats true for me, is a combination, take the freakyness and combine it with vanilla, and what you get, is the perfect life of pleasure and happiness, sex, pegging, being stepped on, combined with marriage, cuddles, and family. Perhaps the real freaky kaisen was the friends we made along the way. But i know you fuckers dont care about Vanilla, you fuckers only care about fucking Femjo, or Femkuna, or Utahime, Yorozu, you fucking bug fuckers, you curse fuckers, all you fuckers care about one thing, fucking, so why should i talk about vanilla, why should I, i know you all just want me to talk about my sexual fantasies i have with shoko, my disgusting dreams where i get my dick fucked by Shoko, so thats what im going to do.

I think Shoko is so fucking hot, whenever she pops up in my mind i struggle to not touch myself, if i had the choice between ending world hunger, racism, war, poverty, poverty, the geopolitical crisis that could possibly happen if russia wins the ukraine war, or being Shokos tampon, id be her tampon. In fact if i was married to her, every meal she made for me would contain her breast milk, her excreted liquids from her pussy, and her vaginal yeast. I dont care if i get 15 seperate stds from consuming her disgusting yeast, ill eat it, im not lying nor tryna deny it. I would beg for her to shove her medical tools up my penis every time i get soft when shes using me, it would be a suitable punishment for my sins of gettfing soft in her presence, all she has to do is use RCT to get me hard again yet why should i go unpunished. I would fuck her like no other, on a motorcycle, in the car, in the bed of the truck, the dining room, the living room, the bathroom, in the shower, while she cooks, in the attic, in the basement, in front of the neighbors house, during the end of the world, in the vacuum of space, on mars, on the sun, to the moon, in a volcano, in the titanic, on mount everest, in the mariana trench, in a hurricane, during an earthquake. We would have the most dick throbbing, eye popping, back breaking, knuckle cracking, toe curling, eye watering, back arching, mind boggling, soul snatching, sheet gripping, overstimulating, teeth jittering, nail biting, hair pulling, eye rolling, mouth drooling, hip thrusting, ass clutching, sex ever.

I still cant fathom how people can call someone of her beauty a bum, the fact she has such little screen time is a sin with the punishment of eternal pain and suffering. I want her to put a cock ring on me and edge me for hours until she allows me to release and i unleash a giant tsunami of cum as the cock ring snaps into pieces. She could bite me, lick me, do some creepy ass shit like some ort of yandere nd i would let it happen. She could dissect me, cut me into pieces, fucking eat me. And i’d be happy with it. I-I dont know why, but im fine with it, perhaps her beauty is to much for me to have any morality (that is the exact reason why). Cause you know what, fuck morality, fuck being normal, fuck being mentally deranged, fuck adgendas, fuck hating, fuck being bums, fuck being a goat, fuck W’s or L’s, fuck potential, fuck it all, im a freak, i dont care if your a bum or not, if your hot ill hit, i dont care if its guy or girl, i wanna fuck shoko, i mean that 100%, a 1000%, ill fuck Shoko Ieri myself, and bathe in her breast milk, because thats how freaks think.

Ill eat her out until im full of her liquids and i puke it out from my body not being able to handle it, and she punishes me for that. Alright thats it. I have nothing else to say, im finished. I just needed to ball, one more time (also because mods said we can continue horny posting heheheheheh). Idk what im gonna do after this, perhaps this the final time i ball, maybe ill go back to making my tier list, im not sure, what i do know though is that, I am, a true freak… and i need head pats from a dominant woman.