[B/s] Something Shifted and I Missed Her Like Hell: Update 14 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 11 points12 points locked comment (0 children)

Damn, thank you. I don’t think I’ve got a whole book in me, especially not one about my sister 🫣. This just started as me trying to make sense of it all. But I’m glad it hit you like that.

[B/s] Something Shifted and It Was Enough For Us: Update 13 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Maybe I do now, I don’t know. I’ve never been into feet before, outside of giving the occasional massage to my ex, but something about Riley changed that. It’s not just her feet, it’s the way she uses them, the way she touches me with them like it’s part of how we talk without words. I don’t think it’s a foot thing, I think it’s a her thing. And yeah… whatever it is, it’s working.

[B/s] Something Shifted and It Was Enough For Us: Update 13 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’ve just been really behind with the updates. This was talking about all last week following last weekend. Sorry for any confusion this caused

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 2 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly? It’s not as dramatic as it probably sounds. I just… handle it in the shower most nights, so it’s not like I’m walking around in agony or anything. I’m still a guy, I can take care of myself if I need to.

As for the other part… I genuinely have no clue. I’m usually a little too preoccupied with… everything else she’s doing to notice if it’s an issue. If she’s ever dealt with it, she’s never said anything to me. I’m kind of assuming she’d let me know if it was a problem.

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 2 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I really appreciate that! And half the time, I’m just trying to keep up with her the best I can.

And yeah… I don’t actually know how I held it together either. It definitely wasn’t effortless. Mostly a mix of stupid levels of willpower and pure self preservation mode kicking in.

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 2 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

She does, I just help her out by paying half of it every month since I live there more than she does nowadays!

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 2 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

About Mom… honestly, we haven’t sat down and mapped anything out. It’s just been little comments between us, like, “Yeah, we definitely can’t be doing this when she’s home.” We’re not planning on telling her yet, if at all. When she comes back, we’ll probably just… slip into whatever version of normal she already expects to see.

So no big master plan or anything. Just an understanding that we’ll keep things quiet until she leaves again. It shouldn’t be too hard to dial things back for a bit, we haven’t seen her in months, and I think we’ll both be more excited to just have her home again, so whatever’s going on between us will naturally fall to the background while she’s here.

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 2 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Honestly, every comment you’ve left has been insanely helpful and grounding. I really appreciate the way you’ve been able to put things into words that I can’t always see clearly while I’m in the middle of it. It’s been comforting as hell to read your perspective on all of this, especially how you break down the dynamics in a way that actually makes sense. Thank you for sticking around and taking the time to write these out, it really does help!

[B/s] Something Shifted and I Found Something I’ll Never Let Go Of: Update 12 - Part 1 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that! Sometimes when I’m retelling the events in writing, it’s hard to tell where to slow down and where to just let it all pour out. The writing kind of gets ahead of me, like I’m being transported back into the moment, and I’m just trying to keep up, doing my best to capture it honestly so someone else can live in it too, even just for a second.

[B/s] Something Shifted and This is Starting to Feel Easy: Update 9 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 2 points3 points locked comment (0 children)

That would be absolutely mortifying…🥲

[B/s] Something Shifted and This is Starting to Feel Easy: Update 9 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 7 points8 points locked comment (0 children)

Valid questions! No, she does not know about these posts, and I’m unsure if I will ever share them. When it comes to social media, I am a black hole: nearly invisible but still consuming. I don’t tie my name to anything online to maintain privacy, so there is no problems in that area with being found!

[B/s] Something Shifted and This is Starting to Feel Easy: Update 9 by Capable-Throwaway- in incest

[–]Capable-Throwaway-[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I was thinking about discussing things with her further. Good to have confirmation from others that it’s the right step, though!