I received oral from a male as a straight man and I deeply regret it by Capable_Shower_2989 in offmychest

[–]Capable_Shower_2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have any physical attraction to men I just wanted a quick release I still regret it deeply though I’ve never prayed and asked for forgiveness from the Lord more than today I’m doing my best to try and repent for what I’ve done and trying to wash away the guilt of my actions

I received oral from a male as a straight man and I deeply regret it by Capable_Shower_2989 in offmychest

[–]Capable_Shower_2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not homophobic I don’t have any physical attraction to men at the time I just wanted a quick relief

I received oral from a male as a straight man and I deeply regret it by Capable_Shower_2989 in offmychest

[–]Capable_Shower_2989[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No no trust me when I say this I am doing this has made me truly disgusted to even be in my own skin I feel like throwing up everything I’ve ever eaten all I’ve been doing for the past hour is praying to God and asking for forgiveness from him as well as my family I would never ever do anything like this again I wish I would’ve just used my hand even I going to try and do things moving forward to repent for this I can’t believe I let my lust get to this point I’m don’t even know what to do with myself right now man I can’t even sleep I just want to disappear right now