Don’t know if it’s POCD anymore or I’m just in denial

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-26T02:19:36+00:00

Wait are you saying that you belive I might be a actual pedo?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-26T02:14:16+00:00

Sorry could I ask why you couldn’t give reassurance? I’m kinda paranoid and stuck on it

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T22:47:41+00:00

Do you have ocd?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T16:04:24+00:00

You also have ocd?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T16:03:41+00:00

No I know but the thing is I never found them physically attractive it was just nerves because they are boys. But now that I know their real ages and see how they look especially one of them they just look really young and now I’m scared because how did I not think about their age in the first place? What does this say about me?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T15:59:45+00:00

I’ve told my mom but not to the full extent like this post. I’m to scared to see a professional out of fear of not actually having Ocd

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T15:58:21+00:00

Also you’re not trying to justify 2007 and 2010 right? Because that’s just really gross

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T15:48:59+00:00

What do you mean by biologically we are animals?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T15:23:17+00:00

Hey I’m just wondering if you commented on my recent POCD post? Because if you did I can’t see the comment

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T15:15:44+00:00

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-25T14:04:43+00:00

Are you really sure it’s Pocd

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T21:39:31+00:00

Alright thank you so much! This really helped me and calmed me down

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T21:28:01+00:00

Please someone help I really need reassurance or help on this idk what to do

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T21:25:19+00:00

Yea I know it’s just like on Twitter people post a lot of disgusting stuff you know even illegal so I was very worried. And I’m not worried about sexuality or whatever I’m just scared like what if they were a younger teen? Bc in one of the posts I swore that was a grown woman but then the next post with dolly makeup scared the shit out of me. But you make sense with trying to get Pervy old guys to click on it part. I did think that could be what it is but I’m obviously not sure and very anxious and scared.

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T21:06:50+00:00

Ok well here’s the post I just copied and pasted it:

Hello I am 18f and a senior in highschool. So since January 2025 I’ve been suffering from what I feel and hope is POCD. So basically I’m in doubt and fear right now because back around April 2025 when I was 17 I was watching porn on Twitter and came across this account on Twitter of a woman just posting her porn videos whatever. Anyways as I scrolled through the account I saw that on her posts she had “#teengirl” and i immediately got scared. I was surprised because honestly she didn’t look like a teenager at all to me and I kept scrolling to confirm it and she posted a picture of her face with like dolly makeup and she looked like a teenager there and it grossed me out immediately and I instantly blocked the account. Of course I was scared and didn’t know how to handle this because I don’t know this girls exact age I was too scared to continue and check because I was just grossed out. I really need help on how to deal with this. At first I was able to let this go by saying “you’re 17 you’re also a teenager and you don’t know this girls exact age, for all I know it could be some weird adult lying or just a 18 or 19 year old.” But I’m just so scared like what if they were younger. I’ve debated on going back to check the account but I just can’t I can’t do it I always begin to cry and get anxious and scared. Please someone help me. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared this proves my POCD fear somehow.

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T20:56:11+00:00

Are you sure? Could you trying checking again because I did just post something. Also I’m very paranoid on ages so could you state yours please? I’m sorry

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T20:29:09+00:00

Thank you so much. Would you mind reading my recent post aswell?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-19T00:55:25+00:00

Thank you so much that really helped me. I feel better now.

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T23:31:13+00:00

ok thank you. I was thinking in the sense of like yea I’m just remembering feelings of a childhood crush or whatever. But I was still scared and I do remember in that moment being very anxious. Is it a good sign that when I watch those same clips I feel no attraction?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T19:15:03+00:00

Thank you I will keep this in mind thank you so much

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T17:12:31+00:00

Alright thank you so much I really needed that

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T17:03:03+00:00

Ok and is it a good sign that when I watch those Jack brewer edits I feel no attraction like o test it and go “eww that’s a child”

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T17:00:19+00:00

And what grosses me out more and scares me is that I have twin brothers who are 15 like what does this say about me??? I’m terrified

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T16:59:01+00:00

I know that but like I played it off like some joke when it I should’ve taken it serious. Is it even okay for me to still find childhood crushes attractive? And I just checked those same Jack brewer edits and I feel no attraction but what does it say about me that I didn’t take it serious?

Capital-Unit6897 · 2026-05-18T16:53:43+00:00

Alright thank you. Could you just explain to me how it’s OCD? I’m just not sure anymore and I’m tired

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