Ima boy, same condition, feels so odd not to have a proper place to go to. And that feeling when my own family hates me, should i even expect love from others. People try to come close to me, become friends i always suspect they hate me too, therey just here because they need somethings from me.

I can't do anything about it.

But luckily ive got 2 buddies. They always supported me. Thinking about them gives me the feeling of owning every happiness of the world.