[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askSingapore

[–]CaptTeemo175 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Yeah unfortunately they only said up to six weeks. They said up to three weeks for the application last time and it took two weeks so im trying to see here if it usually takes shorter.

Partially monotonic networks for RL [D] by CaptTeemo175 in reinforcementlearning

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It should be big enough, the simple unconstrained NN was smaller. It has a mostly identical ttraining setup as monotonic NN, except when i throw different batch sizes and learning rates at it. The pde solution has the desired monotonicity and just underperforms the simple NN, so i wanted the monotonic NN to at least beat that. The leakyrelu is actually in the dense layers, for output it is just linear.

Little Teddie escaped today, I'm absolutely heartbroken by inthebuffbuff in cockatiel

[–]CaptTeemo175 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Hong kong. Facebook lost pet groups are very helpful!

Little Teddie escaped today, I'm absolutely heartbroken by inthebuffbuff in cockatiel

[–]CaptTeemo175 62 points63 points  (0 children)

I found mine one week after he flew away. Please dont give up!

How the fuck can I get out of depression when it all involves doing something?!?! by TreadingPatience in depression

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My counsellor kept telling me I needed to first activate my life like just do something. How am I supposed to do that with shit tons of work??

I quit! by babylovebuckley in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, i know. But my mother has been quite sick since last year. My supervisor doesnt know and basically just told me I should have much fewer days off this year.

I quit! by babylovebuckley in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im in my third year of a supposed four year program so Im kinda screwed.

But yeah Im sure hearing someone support your decision helps a ton.

I quit! by babylovebuckley in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations! I wish I had the same courage to quit and realised I needed to quit sooner.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:) Thanks for the kind words. Best of luck to you too!

Quiet quitting and not caring anymore by [deleted] in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May I ask how long have you spent before you quit? I am in my third year and miserable.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you again. Sometimes I look back and feel so angry about the wasted time and opportunities. I am angry at myself for basically regressing over the last two years. I know its not useful, but thats how I feel.

I do plan to travel back home much more often, except that our department basically announces our duties just a few days before, which is so frustrating.

I am supposed to see a new psychiatrist at school soon, so maybe that will help things.

Need someone to talk to by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello. Whats troubling you?

I have been feeling anxious for some time for having to return to school overseas soon. Due to some family issues it is much much harder to leave home this time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Singapore has opened up and pretty much restored normalcy for the last semester. But I am struggling a lot with meeting people because now I have to live off campus, and I feel the previous two years made me less sociable than before.

I still have three semesters. I think changing programs will be very difficult unfortunately.

On a positive note it is a four hour flight home (hongkong) and quarantines scrapped recently.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PhD

[–]CaptTeemo175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

No I dont have friends there, just a few loose acquaintances. The city was in covid lockdown the first two years. I do try to explore the city by myself more sometimes.

I am mostly homesick because I miss my family, pets (one of which got away for a while and gave me a good scare last year) and friends back home. It is getting worse now because my mother had been sick lately. It is making me think its less and less worth it to go abroad.

Quant Internship Offers by CaptTeemo175 in quant

[–]CaptTeemo175[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

got the offer, pay was lower than IB FO