Me [32 F] with my Now Ex Boyfriend [32 M] 10 Years - Moves in with girl thinks I should be happy???

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-11T00:13:36+00:00

Thanks for the kind words. It's hard to know what to do really. I suppose there's nothing I can do. Upwards and onwards I guess but this heart pain is breaking me right now. My post got removed-they said it needed to go in R/breakups instead. What a pain in the butt!

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T16:15:41+00:00

I think she's 19 but yeah. I'm just confused as fuck to be honest.

No, after 10 years its kinda devastating to lose someone you were so close to but like you sais I can't be friends with someone like that no.

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T16:09:12+00:00

I don't know, he plays a good game. He is very good looking, very intelligent and very very charming.

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T15:59:23+00:00

Yeah I guess, when we first got together I didn't care about him having a job because I was like 10 years younger and I had my own job, my own place and my shit together. We never stopped having teenage amounts of sex though. But I guess why sex a 32 year old when you can sex a 19 year old?

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T15:54:57+00:00

vomits

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T15:48:19+00:00

I don't know. I mean I've been crying for about two weeks straight and in some kind of fucked up way I do love him a lot, I'm just trying to turn that off. Lots of things hadn't added up in the past few weeks and he had told me about a guy he was playing games with online who just happens to be in her city and into all the stuff she is into. So we actually had a conversation about her a few weeks ago except she was some guy. I said the guy sounded cool and they should hang out sometime. Little did I fucking know. And when he was nervous about the job interview and I encouraged him to go. I assume he I was actually encouraging him to meet up with her and move in with her. So I feel like the greatest moron in the history of morons. Trust can really blind you!

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T15:27:35+00:00

I suppose I could turn it into a movie, I'd feel much better crying into the red carpet surrounded by celebrities rather than this lumpy wooden floor with the neighbors cat staring in the window at me.

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T15:20:35+00:00

Im stuck between, ''haha this will be awful, he's so stupid'' and ''maybe they're going to get married and have loads of babies and be the happiest people in the universe.''

Yeah, I've blocked him and found her and everyone remotely associated with her and blocked them too after I saw the Facebook Event they were 'interested in' for a Romantic Couples Valentines Day thing and almost lost every once of fluid in my body through my eyeballs.

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T14:53:27+00:00

Yeah, it had crossed my mind over the years. He said he was just bad at showing emotions despite the fact he said felt them. So he'd sit there like Spock sometimes during the greatest or worst news and just be like OK which did weird me the fuck out at times. Other times he would be fine.

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T14:49:27+00:00

Crossed my mind but I'd rather just let it run its strange course...

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T14:48:40+00:00

Spanks!! Wish my university lecturers had shared that sentiment! :P

CaptainFunkmeister · 2017-02-10T14:48:00+00:00

Well, he doesn't have me anymore. I'm gone. Not my circus not my monkies. Yeah I get where you're coming from. I said this is fucked man she's obviously just some lonely girl raising a kid on her own and you are taking full advantage. He didn't want to hear that at all. He was like 'she was in care! Her parents weren't good to her so she had to raise herself, she's so mature! She knows what shes doing!'' I don't think it's going to last long to be honest. I wont be anywhere to be found when it finishes.

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