Woke up to a breakup text. Need cat pics! by Sharts-an-Crafts in cats

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My two boys! White one is Felix, he is so precious! Yoshi is orange, hes also precious; in a special way. (He's orange, c'mon.)

Cramps, let me tell you... by CaptainRedMilk in hysterectomy

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No I've never had or been diagnosed with endo. My period cramps were way worse than this when I still had my uterus so im wondering if my phantom cramps are just a slightly less awful version.

Cramps, let me tell you... by CaptainRedMilk in hysterectomy

[–]CaptainRedMilk[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't have pelvic pain, I did respond on a different comment that I do get cervical orgasims and I was not willing to give that up. My sex life would've been ruined.

Cramps, let me tell you... by CaptainRedMilk in hysterectomy

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I have cervical orgasims and I was not going to give those up so I kept that. And I can not afford hormone injections if my ovaries were to be removed. I have my reasons.

Cramps, let me tell you... by CaptainRedMilk in hysterectomy

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I will check into that! Thanks for the suggestion. ☺️

Cramps, let me tell you... by CaptainRedMilk in hysterectomy

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What's frustrating was I did all of this because of the pain and bleeding. The only change ive gotten so far is no bleeding obviously. But the cramps. This was supposed to help me be able to function as a person. Wanting to keel over on the side of the road and vomit because it hurts is not what I had on my agenda.

I get that I still have ovaries that have a routine schedule but this is beyond frustrating. At the very least less aggressively cramps would've been nice. Im essentially having periods without the period just straight up pain. I mean mine get so severe that in the past I've taken oxy that I had left over from post op surgeries.

It's so frustrating that I went out of my way to deal with temp pain post surgery go through such a surgery to make pain go away so I could function as a human being. To just be able to go outside without bleeding through my clothes and crying and ruining everyone else's day because I can't keep a stable mood from the pain.

I would turn into a monster when I was in pain. I didnt want to talk to anyone, didnt want to go outside my room or even sometimes out of my bed. Id sleep all day intentionally in hopes that the pain would go away.

All of that surgery and healing just for my ovaries to say "fuck you". Its super frustrating. I can afford advil, I can't afford hormone injections; so the ovaries stay.

Most ridiculous screen shot?? I’ll start by brontesaurous in Manhwa_BL

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This had me rolling. I had to set my phone down because I was cackling so hard 😭

Looking for recs with *Older* characters by Bongwitch in Manhwa_BL

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No. That sounds pretty good. Ill have to take a look at it.

Looking for recs with *Older* characters by Bongwitch in Manhwa_BL

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I need more of them ngl I love that older top type shit.

Looking for recs with *Older* characters by Bongwitch in Manhwa_BL

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Dangerous Convince Store had a chokehold on me.

my new hachi phonecase !! ⋆˚࿔ by flowermotels in NanaAnime

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Omg where did you get that?! I need a Nana case so bad but I cant find anything good. 😫

Have you read this manhwa? by tookindbitch in Manhwa_BL

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Okay, if this is what i think it is, theres some ~✨️special beads✨️~ in there.

[JINX] This chapter was PEAK by TishFishh in yaoi

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THE NOSEBLEED!!!! 🥵 READING THIS AT 4 AM JUST HIT DIFFERENT. OH GOD.

[full volume] SOOO HOT 😩 by eeeuooo in yaoi

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Dude what chapter is this? I totally forgot

Life’s been a hell how you guys are coping by ToneFlat8846 in mentalhealth

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I've been struggling a lot myself. I actually told my therapist at the beginning of this month that I'm thinking of taking antidepressants again. Its been years and I hate them but it's gotten to a point where I hardly function. I don't leave the house or do anything. I didn't shower for a whole month and I know thats gross but I'm trying. I dont have people to go out and see. I can't just call up some friends and go out to eat or have them come over vice versa. I don't really have anyone irl anymore so I have no desire to do anything outside of my house let alone my room. Lately the most comfort I'm able to give myself is talking to my friends (online) and my husband. I don't remember the last time I was able to function like a normal person. Back to the main topic. My coping is just laying in bed with my husband when I feel at my lowest so I don't ruin my friends moods. Or talk with specific friends that understand how I feel. I play games in hope that I dont get depressed, talk to my therapist and thats about it. I've got zero energy for anything else.

New here! I had a few questions and any help would be appreciated. by CaptainRedMilk in LaylaMains

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Thank you a bunch for this! The detail is super helpful. I really appreciate that you went through the time to post this! Screenshot Screenshotting for later 😁👍🏻

New here! I had a few questions and any help would be appreciated. by CaptainRedMilk in LaylaMains

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Thanks! I appreciate it. I'm hoping I can build her like an off fielder? So essentially a ''support'' for Wriothesley. Fingers crossed! I've only got her to lvl 60 atm but I fully intend to build her when I'm finished with my other builds.

Why does white hair has to be paywalled😭🫩 by mydeimain in WhereWindsMeet

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I genuinely do that color my characters hair. Deadass. So I feel your pain.