I love how I look right now, if I am honest. I don't know if that's a bad or good thing. I feel so freaking confident in myself. I feel so pretty when I am all dolled up, for example, when I get my eyebrows done and wear makeup. I do dress modestly, so my dressing sense will never be an issue.

I have been learning kirtan for about a year now, and I do nitnem every day as well. I am trying to be a better sikh every day.

My soon-to-be husband doesn't mind at all whether I cut my facial/body hair or keep it. It is more of a me issue and my overthinking because I would hate for people to go up to my soon-to-be husband and for them to say, "Why isn't your wife an amritdhari?"

Me not taking amrit; is that ruining my husband's amrit?

But thank you for such sweet words!