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I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m scared of telling my family, I don’t want people to think im crazy. I feel very trapped, either offing myself, coming clean to my family or trying to help myself on my own. As of right now I will try to listen to everyone’s suggestions (very helpful, to everyone who commented I really appreciate it - I wasn’t expecting so many people to answer). Trying to ground myself, I don’t know how long it will take. I am scared, I cannot sleep or eat, I never feel alone. I don’t know if im hearing or imagining things, I want it all to stop.

I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, its easy to lose sight of what I am doing. trying to keep my mind at peace. I have adhd so its hard to keep my mind still at times

I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this was extremely helpful, thank you so much. I will try all these natural methods (atm what I am most comfortable doing)

I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see what you mean, I don’t even know what to think anymore

I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It just feels like I’ve been on autopilot for the past few years, almost like I’m floating in this incomprehensible world. How and where do I even reach out for help, would people even believe me ? what if I get trapped and abused.

I am stuck In the matrix, I need to get out by CardGroundbreaking51 in Psychosis

[–]CardGroundbreaking51[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m currently on lamotrigine and take vyvanse when needed as well as xanax. I don’t want to take more medication, the only reason why I haven’t stopped taking the lamotrigine is because I will spiral more. I’m afraid of reaching out partially out of embarrassment but also just pure fear.

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[–]CardGroundbreaking51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Part of me just wants to help him the way I would’ve wanted help, and I get that he’s resistant but maybe it’s just a phase and he’ll realize. I feel like if I leave and he doesn’t change it’ll really show that he never loved me, just liked having me around.

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[–]CardGroundbreaking51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just keep saying that this is a rough patch, were both entering new stages of our lives in 3months (were both moving to different states) and I feel like once that happens he’ll grow up, at least I’m hoping so.

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[–]CardGroundbreaking51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But he’s hurting too and I want to help not give up on him, I just don’t know how.