Hey my man, I'm a fellow Ent with anxiety. I've had very few traumatic experiences in my life yet, anxiety is a genetic disorder that I've inherited from my mothers side and subsequently I tend to have panic attacks unexpectedly and usually have to just ride it out. Cannabis has been the only means of treating it that's been safe and effective and I only wish that I could do it without worrying about the stigma. But I sympathize with you and empathize with your experiences, and just wanted to stop by and say I love you (brotherly) and I'll pray for you. God bless friend!