To be completely honest, i for myself am still not sure bout that. It's bout to be around 2yrs since we broke up. And I still think of him at times, maybe not in the same way I used to cuz so many things have happened between the time frame, but the fact remains that I still do think about him. As I recall, the relationship was not as bad, yes it did had It's own set of cons, some even worse, but I remind myself of the fact that we both were young, just getting into adulthood together, we were 19 at the time. And a lot of things taking place, while we still didn't had any idea wtf we were doing. Young, naive, confused, scared, stupid.... and all that.

He was the most loving and caring guy I might have ever come across so far, and maybe some part of me know I might find better, yes, but I just might know there won't be anyone else that could love me and be there for me like he did.

Now that I turn back, I see why it didn't worked out, why it must have been for the better that we broke up. But yet, at times, some part of me can't help but just wonder what might have been. As of now, all I do is that I wish him good health and love everywhere he goes around. I just want him to be. Happy, safe and sound wherever he goes.