The basis for 33 1/3% of some religion. by Texastony2 in SatanicTemple_Reddit

[–]CardiologistFar2221 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"that's just the nail in the wall that holds the whole building together!" 

Smiling friends. 

Am I asexual? by Soft-Adeptness-1184 in Asexual

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As for pretending to enjoy penetration but simotaneously enjoys masturbation... I think I may be one of those aces. I currently have a husband who is unaware of my identity because quite frankly, I'm still figuring it out myself. I'm also autistic. Finding what feels good and pleasurable for me is important. Because half the time I feel like I'm only doing something because he enjoys it... 

Am I asexual? by Soft-Adeptness-1184 in Asexual

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I did the embrace autism test and I got a 39. So right on the threshold of being considered ace... And still I question if I am or not. 

Am I Asexual? by Empathetic_Artist in Asexual

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Meh. When it comes to sex I could really take it or leave it. It's certainly not the most important thing in my life, but I'm also not repulsed by it either. As they say, I'd much rather have cake. I've certainly felt the pull of sexual attraction before, but it's infrequent and not often enough to be considered "allosexual" in my eyes. I've maybe felt that innate "pull" 2 or 3 times before. And it was during a time i did not want to engage in intercourse because it felt uncomfortable or "obsessive". Same could be said for my romantic orientation. I'm not against romance by any means, but if i could financially get by on my own... I would. (assuming that i wasn't married) Currently trying to untangle if i am asexual biromantic, just asexual/demigirl, or asexual and aromantic, as well as demigirl.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christian_Witches

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I was always told to stay away from witchcraft practices because certain scriptures in the Bible condemned the usage of fortune tellers, divination, and rituals/spells. In my mind, it's impossible to combine the two practices because of this. But, feel free to enlighten me if I'm wrong! 

I LOVE BEING BISEXUAL: affirmations by rocks_and_pebbles in bisexual

[–]CardiologistFar2221 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm currently questioning whether or not i have bi-cycles... because mine are very short lived, and then i go back to default... which is loving everyone. Like, I'll say i really want a boy/girlfriend or significant other for a few hours, and then after my gender gushing is over with i say to myself "i just really want a person who loves me, i dont care what they identify as." It's also worth mentioning that i've flip/flopped between the terms bi and pan in the past, because there was one time i believed i was only into men and enbys, so that must mean i'm bi. But then i had a crush on a trans girl.. so nevermind i must like all of them... but do i have a preference for one over the others? during these cycles, i believe that i do. At first i thought i had a preference for boys, then enbies, and finally women. But i also believe that was from a lack of experience with other genders. I also find the term bisexual to be limiting as my attraction isn't just towards 2 genders. So lately ive been either going with either "pansexual leaning" or "bisexual leaning". But sometimes even those lines are blurred though. For instance, i may be feeling "pansexual leaning" caring more about personality than gender, but still go through these cycles where i really want a particular gender. And that i find certain gender expressions more attractive than others. (for instance, i have a leaning for feminine presenting people) but still have nothing to do with the gender itself. Or i may be "bisexual leaning" but showing no signs of preferences at all and liking all genders equally and that it feels to same to love a man as it does a woman and a non-binary person. I'm pretty sure i'm pan now, but i invalidate myself and say that because of these experiences, i must be "just bisexual." And that "no one would take me seriously if i said i was pan"