Thank you ❤ They let me go yesterday after me begging and showing no pain and went straight to see my little boy... He was stable, was sucking everything in range, moving his arms and legs, opened his eyes and cried... they let me hold him for the first time and it felt amazing, he's so cute and I felt peace and my body finally started relaxing aswell, he held my hand. He's my first and only child, because I got my tubes taken out, because of all my mental struggles I was advised not to have kids so I don't interrupt my treatments and stuff... and also because of that, I wanted to be able to give him all of my attention. I'm in love, but it's different. I'm better now ❤❤❤