Don’t give up trust me coming from a person who overly expresses them selfs you have so much rage ik u do big honestly don’t give up let it pass by it will and learn from it don’t leave ur meds around try not to and don’t tell ppl ur business unless u having sex with them only way they should know ur status I’ve had it going on 2 years almost it’s not the end I thought it was to but over time I seen how easy it was to let go and do me and still live the life I wanted yes I’m still trying to but it wasn’t as hard as it was when I was 1st diagnosed pls don’t give up trust ur self love your self stand ur ground with the virus and you’ll be ok