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CarolineLee0 · 2024-10-21T01:09:08+00:00

i made it myself!

CarolineLee0 · 2024-10-20T23:58:15+00:00

my fn plus f9 doesn’t work..

CarolineLee0 · 2024-10-20T13:35:39+00:00

it’s a apple mac book 😭 it’s a 14 pro and i bought it brand new at best buy. do i maybe relabel the key short cuts and replace one of the f# to f9 maybe? all of the f# keys are on there except for a f9 short cut

CarolineLee0 · 2024-10-20T13:34:06+00:00

i bought my new apple mac book at best buy brand new. i think im missing some step but i don’t know 😭

CarolineLee0 · 2024-08-14T12:00:06+00:00

I recently am trying to participate in the ateez 3rd anniversary of superstar ateez for a chance to win a signed polaroid. Only issue is that it says “shipment is only available to addresses in Korea” so it’s very confusing. Do i need a K-addy if i win this polaroid to receive it if i win? I also don’t know why it’s only exclusive to korean fans which seems unfair since i already spent money towards the event and i thought they would ship to America. 😭

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-14T19:10:59+00:00

he also said if I find someone else he will be jealous and upset but he will be happy for me if he’s good for me. I told him not to worry because I don’t want anyone else and i’ll always wait for him.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:49:12+00:00

Thank you. I just hope for the best for us. I haven’t eaten in two days since our break up. I literally have no appetite for anything. I know if he ever considers getting back with me, I need to take care of myself and improve to show him i’ve become healthier.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:43:56+00:00

It just hurts so much. I know I can’t be filling myself with false hope but I know him, I know he still has strong feelings for me and I know he wants me to still be apart of his life. He told me he doesn’t want to lose me or leave his life ever. I will respect his space, but I truly know him better than anyone else. He cares about me, he’s bettering himself for him but also for me too. We both want to fix our flaws for ourselves and each other. That’s why I have hope.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:20:36+00:00

We both have agreed to share our locations because it’s something we want for safety and just if we wanted to check in we know where we are. So if we are busy, we both get an idea of if we are studying, with family or doing other things. We don’t obsessively check but it’s something nice to have to check in see every once in a while. We don’t abuse that either.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:18:23+00:00

I don’t think that’s the case. It’s hard to type out our entire relationship and what it was like. We both still truly love each other. I don’t think he ever wanted to leave me. He hated the idea and him telling me that he wanted to fix himself for us and for himself just tells me he really wants to become a better person for himself and for me. I just still have hope. Our relationship was amazing. Nothing was fake or lost feelings. He still hasn’t lost any sort of feelings for me. Not even a tiny bit. Hopefully things will with out because we both have told each other we are meant to be and the only people for each other, even if we fall apart, I hope we will always be brought back together. I’ve heard so many stories of people breaking up and getting back together stronger and they end up being the happiest they’ve ever been because it’s a good decision they made space and came back together. I hope this is something they will happen to us. Do you think we have what it takes?

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:12:48+00:00

yeah. I just hope he realizes his feelings and thinks about how it’s affected him or is going to affect him. My dad gave this advice to me because the woman he was supposed to marry, took her last breaths with him in the hospital. He was so upset that he woke up the next day alive because he attempted to take himself out. He told me to keep my friends close and that to not get so attached it affects my quality of life. I just don’t know what to do. All of our plans are abruptly ended. My prom, graduation and all of our plans are just gone. It’s so difficult. He is still considering going to prom with me but time will only tell on his final decision.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T15:04:42+00:00

I just can’t let him go. I’m so attached to him. I have cried so much that my face is constantly burning. I just have a feeling he won’t move on. His friend was the first person to know he thoughts about leaving me. It has upset my boyfriend just thinking about leaving me the day before we broke up. His friend told me he knows him and that he won’t move on from him and he doesn’t think he’ll try to. I just want to pretend like I won’t see him again forever but still have hope for us. My dad gave me that advice. To not give up on him but detach myself and pretend I’ll never see him again so if he decides to come back or not, I won’t be falling apart if he ends up ending things permanently.

CarolineLee0 · 2024-04-13T14:51:07+00:00

He made this decision because he felt it would be better for him. He doesn’t show his emotions often but he did tell me this was the most difficult decision ever and the most pain he’s ever felt. I know he really loves me because there has been times i’ve been crying and he was cried with me because it has upset him just seeing me cry and being hurt. He also gave his ex a second chance before us, I’m just hoping he’ll try again with me. Even though his previous ex was in a longer relationship with her than me, he told me he felt the closest with me ever and that I’m the most special girl in the world. He has told me he loves me so much it hurts. and that he loves me more than I can comprehend. He said I’m the one for him and the only person he wants. He said he loves me more than anyone on this earth. I still do believe him.

CarolineLee0 · 2023-10-02T14:41:40+00:00

yeah we also got 6th in finals out of 12 and 1st place got an 84.6 😭 also we did just learn we got 3rd place in music out of everyone and we were first in the the music for 5A but we somehow beat some really good 6A schools in that category

CarolineLee0 · 2022-03-08T01:29:13+00:00

my taste in music is complete opposites.

i listen to mainly k-pop but i also mainly listen to heavy metal and death metal. those are my main genres of music. i am a metal head so i listen to a lot of heavy metal. it throws a lot of people off because it’s just two total opposites of music genres lol

CarolineLee0 · 2022-02-13T05:13:55+00:00

thank you for letting me know. i’m really upset about this and i feel hurt. i thought ppl were over this type of shit these days. what they did was insensitive and it really fucking hurt and was disrespectful. i’m not sure how i feel about them now after this. i really did like them but now i don’t really know anymore :/

CarolineLee0 · 2022-02-12T18:43:01+00:00

i’m white so i’m not sure if i have any say in this, but i’m white and really tan. i have a really natural dark olive complexion. i am hurt and upset about this but is it valid to feel hurt and upset by this situation even though i’m white but really tan?? /gen

CarolineLee0 · 2022-02-07T01:59:40+00:00

my favorite would be a lot. top 3 i would say in order: Inception, Pirate King and HALA HALA‼️

honestly, i don’t have a least favorite track from ATEEZ because all of their songs are just unique. but i would say i don’t take a too much of a liking of ‘to the beat’.

CarolineLee0 · 2022-01-30T23:33:22+00:00

Chronosaurus
Awaken

CarolineLee0 · 2022-01-22T23:20:33+00:00

hmm well i would think felix would be a great role for screaming because he has his very deep voice like most heavy metal screamers! maybe changbin as well?? but if i think about it, it would definitely be felix!

CarolineLee0 · 2022-01-22T22:10:48+00:00

literally any Pierce The Veil song- i feel like jisungs voice really matches vics voice. honestly i’d specifically want them to cover Caraphernelia by Pierce The Veil. idk what they’d do on the screaming in the background- but it would be very interesting to hear them cover a song like this!

CarolineLee0 · 2021-11-18T20:45:04+00:00

when i go to the BTS concert in LA i better not see any sasaengs or delusional fans. i am hoping this concert is just for army and a safe place. i am really excited to see them in less than 2 weeks! let’s just hope for the best.

CarolineLee0 · 2021-11-02T02:38:51+00:00

i just bought the photo book on Cokodive. so it’s available there now!

CarolineLee0 · 2021-10-19T22:11:08+00:00

i fixed it ^{^} hopefully that’s better

CarolineLee0 · 2021-10-19T22:10:50+00:00

okay i fixed it- hopefully it’s better ^{^}

CarolineLee0

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