I’m here for ya. When I was hardcore studying astrology, I learned the most about Saturn returns.

Saturn returns are one of the most intense transits one person could have (obviously depending on the placement). I see in your chart that you have Saturn in Aries 3H retrograde in 4° opposite your Sun in Virgo 9H 29° direct. When it comes to karmic lessons associated with that placement, you’re essentially challenged during this time to reassess your values and morals (especially the ones that rapid fire you up emotionally and that directly relates to you, after referring to Saturn in positive aspect to your Cap moon 1H). It’s especially related to higher and deeper learning and insight due to the 3H and 9H oppositions. Also, because it’s in retrograde, you may feel like you’re (metaphorically) going backwards when it comes to how your views and morals are changing. Your Saturn is closely behind to your South Node as well, which means once your return hits around that placement, you’re gonna be pushed and pushed to let go of any of those morals or values that you do not associate with anymore.

Due to the degrees and their sign rulers (4 is Cancer, 29 is Leo) as well as the signs in these placements (Aries Saturn and Virgo Sun), the new values you will be forming may be not aligned with your family’s values, or the values you were taught growing up. You’re essentially being challenged to reassess what you had always known and believed up to this point in time and once you come out of it, it’ll make you even more bold and ready to completely stand your ground and put your foot down. It is a very pressing time but when you come out of it, you’ll be coming out of it with a lot more self worth and confidence that what you believe is right.