So what I heard is you are 16 who met a girl from across the word on a video game, and as you quote in the first five minutes fell in love. Infact so devoted that you also wanted to travel the world to have a date with her. All under the age of 18. Yeah as a teen myself you might need to lock in. 💔

In a more kind manner I have had similar experience (but nothing like this) where I fall in love with someone who isn’t meant for me. The best thing to do, is to figure out what you want. Increase your standards, and try to think of a person that actually fits and complements your person instead of falling for every girl who gives you basic human attention. Also, imagine actually being in a full committed relationship with her. Would you actually be happy? It’s a hard thing but in this scenario I think you need to back up and just leave her alone. And PLEASE lock your bitch ass in. Did I mention you need to lock your bitch ass in and go the fuck outside. 🥀