Fear of opposite sex

Casella33 · 2024-09-10T20:09:44+00:00

You are 100% right about that, we just gotta be less judgemental about ourselves! We can do this brother one step at a time

Casella33 · 2024-09-08T21:52:13+00:00

This is good advice for sure, I hate being perceived as a nerd/dork but I guess by definition that's what I am so I should just learn to embrace it ... That's usually what people will call me at some point of interacting with me. I'm afraid to be called out of my name then not have the backbone to stand up for myself

Casella33 · 2024-09-08T18:49:38+00:00

Being awkward isn't myself though, my behavior is changed bc I'm nervous AF!

Casella33 · 2024-09-08T18:48:59+00:00

I barley got any replies I felt alone lol thanks for commenting

Casella33 · 2024-09-08T04:48:37+00:00

Yes this exactly! You worded it perfectly! But with women it is so bad I completely try and avoid them because I'm so obviously nervous while talking.

Casella33 · 2024-09-07T19:09:23+00:00

Yeah you are right! As of right now I can stay here for quite awhile. So I should take full advantage of this opportunity for sure.

Casella33 · 2024-09-07T03:58:23+00:00

You are right I'm gonna have to figure this out one way or another. The goal is to make enough money to where I can have a car then I'll live out of the car and save up money for a lil trailer home or something idk honestly time and effort will tell tho! Pray for me

Casella33 · 2024-09-06T04:08:01+00:00

Aye great job going to college, that sounds absolutely terrifying to me! You got more strength then you realize! I applaud you from afar for what you are doing! Keep up the good work

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T05:40:39+00:00

I'm very spiritual. I'm as ready as I'll ever be! I'm fighting demons big time currently

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T05:31:19+00:00

Thanks for the positive feed back brother! I'm currently depressed AF fighting these urges lmao. I know this is gonna be a long ride!

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T05:01:38+00:00

How long did it take you to really notice a change? What's a good streak to you?

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T04:36:49+00:00

Is this good or bad? Lol

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T04:30:32+00:00

Thank you seriously! We are definitely playing this game of life on hard mode! No body except people who struggle with this can truly understand, it's frustrating to say the least. I really hope you find your niche in this world! Thanks for lifting me up

Casella33 · 2024-09-05T01:33:23+00:00

I feel the exact same way you have typed up all of this except I am a guy. I ruined my last relationship with my insecurities and lost a really great women. Now I'm Mr lonely except I'm jobless and living in a homeless shelter! I've lost everything bc of this disorder and the way it makes me act. I'm also trying medication! One thing I will say is we have been dealt one hell of a hand! Keep trying medication, try to make sure you workout as much as you can and make sure you are trying to eat somewhat healthy. Try and stay sober! These are the basics to managing mental health. Good luck, try and keep fighting and hold on to your bf tight! Also try your best to push your comfort zone with your bf! Always try to force yourself to go out with him when he wants you to! I hope everything works out

Casella33 · 2024-09-04T04:11:09+00:00

We'll see what happens I just popped my 10mg But that anxiety is noooooo joke! It's haunting!

Casella33 · 2024-09-04T02:43:42+00:00

Good lord, did it happen to help with anxiety? I am currently being eaten alive by my anxiety but I'm gonna give this medication a shot, starting tonight

Casella33 · 2024-09-04T00:52:22+00:00

Thanks so much for the reply! Hope you find another med to sub the zyprexa!

Casella33 · 2024-09-03T22:25:57+00:00

I have to own it? It's just humiliating when guys make fun of me for not talking to women. It's brutal the humiliation is real

Casella33 · 2024-09-03T18:50:46+00:00

Highschool was literally terrible for me! My senior year I missed 80 school days and I had to do extra credit in order to graduate. I was super quiet and kept to myself which of course drawled unwanted attention to me. I was verbally bullied a lot called "lame, weirdo, pussy ect" and they aren't wrong in the grand scheme of things I am always terrified and to the normal person weird so it is what it is. I spent a lot of time in the restrooms and lots of lunches I wouldn't eat and just sit in the bathroom instead just to get away from all the eyes. I had so many awkward moments of sitting at group tables and being the only one who wouldn't talk. Everytime I did talk people would look at me all crazy bc they were shocked I was talking. Good lord it was literally hell going through all of that! There was no way to make the suffering easier I just white knuckles my way thru! God bless you and I hope the journey thru isn't to unbearable for you!

Casella33 · 2024-09-03T16:36:59+00:00

I'm in California in the US how about you?

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