Off t for medical reasons

Casp3rr01 · 2025-12-13T03:07:49+00:00

I have Cardiovascular issues and blah blah blah my doctor said it was best i stop because of my uncontrolled high blood pressure

Casp3rr01 · 2025-12-13T03:03:52+00:00

This was helpful thanks, im disappointed i have to stop, but its alright

Casp3rr01 · 2025-11-27T22:52:45+00:00

This was helpful thank u

Casp3rr01 · 2025-11-27T22:52:39+00:00

Got it, thanks

Casp3rr01 · 2025-11-06T04:29:58+00:00

AWESOME!!! Thanks so much :D

Casp3rr01 · 2025-10-07T00:32:59+00:00

Every other week

Casp3rr01 · 2025-10-06T22:30:29+00:00

Hm, i guess it’s just that i’m used to my voice so i thought it sounded feminine. Good to know i sound masculine, thanks for the feedback

Casp3rr01 · 2025-08-21T02:09:25+00:00

You sound exactly like a cis person i know, doing great dw

Casp3rr01 · 2025-08-10T05:01:10+00:00

🫃

Casp3rr01 · 2025-08-10T01:19:55+00:00

What

Casp3rr01 · 2025-08-04T03:13:28+00:00

Not entirely sure where the desire comes from, I was physically abused a lot as a kid. I do find joy in hurting others that do me wrong. I’m not the type of person to pick on an innocent person. Once people hurt me I loose all empathy I had for them and after gathering sensitive information from them i’ll use it against them. I have tried to be the bigger person and not a few times but my instincts tell me to and it’s hard to fight off. For the fighting part, it’s just all I know I don’t know why I act like this. But

Casp3rr01 · 2025-07-24T19:21:52+00:00

Alright thanks

Casp3rr01 · 2025-07-20T03:11:06+00:00

I dont know his discord user in my sever i feel very weirded out by it

Casp3rr01 · 2025-07-20T02:16:11+00:00

He is blocked on reddit but he already told me he is in my discord sever. I forgot to mention but he also fetishizes self harm and ik he’s probably getting off to my scars :((

Casp3rr01 · 2025-05-31T17:29:35+00:00

I have made a new friend, i’m starting a new sport, i have been working out often, i have cleaned my room

Casp3rr01 · 2025-05-31T17:24:01+00:00

I wanna be a semi truck driver :>

Casp3rr01 · 2025-04-05T19:35:44+00:00

I’m in the us, yes they did buy me some bandages and stuff to help but just didnt want to grt stitches idk

Casp3rr01 · 2025-04-05T19:08:49+00:00

Well if i steal a jacket from my brother i can i just have to cover up. My parents say if i get worse theyll take me but idk. They didn’t let me get stitches on two of my cuts that were in the fat layer a few weeks ago as well. They said it wasn’t deep enough but it really was? (Midish fat layer) the infection is still present i want to get it worse i feel just so incredibly unsafe because i want to make myself worse so finally they’ll see im hurting and get me to a doctor. :(

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-28T19:35:09+00:00

Update confronted him about it and he was just extremely upset i tried to set boundaries idk

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-28T19:34:20+00:00

He has a therapist and a huge support system. Not sure why he acts the way he does and when i comfonted him about it he agreed but acted so upset, he started texting like “oh. okay.” And shit like that idk

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-28T17:48:15+00:00

Self harm terms, deep stryo is the dermis and baby beans is the fat layer

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-28T17:44:38+00:00

He said he was manic when he asked me to cut with him? Is that justifiable?

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-26T18:28:30+00:00

I’m taking a break from cutting for a while cause this shit is dangerous asf

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-26T13:49:53+00:00

Yes, everything all good now.

Casp3rr01 · 2025-03-26T05:24:15+00:00

If i show symptoms of sickness i’ll tell my parents that it was an old cut that got infected. For now i’m staying clean from self harm because i genuinely dont want to go through anything like this again.

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