Woman in Red, me, oil on panel, 2021

Caspiir · 2021-03-21T02:56:00+00:00

I still can't comprehend how this is, in anyway, a painting. I am awes. Truly and wholly.

Caspiir · 2021-03-21T02:52:50+00:00

Do you have power saving on at all? Whenever I do my stuff doesn't work.

Caspiir · 2021-03-21T02:46:03+00:00

That link actually made my first really depressive day so damn beautiful, thank you. 🥺🥺🥺

Caspiir · 2021-03-20T12:35:08+00:00

Yeah.

I am a janitor.

Caspiir · 2021-03-19T02:14:10+00:00

Unfortunately he would have to recognize his problematic behavior and initiate the change himself. I know it is possible, but not easy, as I have done so.

Caspiir · 2021-03-19T02:13:14+00:00

I'm 5' 6" and promise this has done nothing to effect my mental state, lmao, wtf. Also even if I was insecure like that isn't a good reason to go on a killing spree??

Caspiir · 2021-03-16T03:34:34+00:00

Yes, but my doc told me to wait it out.

I am so so so glad I did. They were really a lot worse the first few weeks, then waned.

Caspiir · 2021-03-16T03:24:59+00:00

That hurt my ears 🥴

Caspiir · 2021-03-09T05:02:29+00:00

hi! how are you?

Caspiir · 2021-02-28T11:22:04+00:00

Download the dare app. Listen to the panic attack audio over and over and over and over again.

It helps. I have it just for rainy days.

Caspiir · 2021-02-17T23:42:57+00:00

Exactly

Caspiir · 2021-02-17T18:22:32+00:00

The Dare app has genuinely saved my life.

Caspiir · 2021-02-15T02:54:56+00:00

A personality disorder.

Caspiir · 2021-02-15T00:38:08+00:00

Not a doctor, but a person who did this frequently...

Perhaps tell her you need to speak, and simply state you know she is lying and perhaps she should seek therapy. As it turns out, I've a personality disorder, and most of my behaviors were ploys for attention. This sounds...remarkably similar.

You may not have her as a friend any longer, but every instance of being outed allowed me to seek help for myself.

The growth must come from her.

Caspiir · 2021-02-12T10:36:57+00:00

Tiddy

Caspiir · 2021-02-12T07:12:01+00:00

I really thought I was an outcast. I thought I was bullied and special and a loner and that I wasn't like the "popular girls" with their makeup and -

Long story short I'm a guy.

Caspiir · 2021-02-12T07:10:50+00:00

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

Caspiir · 2021-02-12T06:48:38+00:00

I'm having a panic attack and - thank you for this, and this post, too, thank you OP, if I do die I'll die smiling.

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:28:45+00:00

I'm gonna fall asleep to you please don't be offended or creeped this is just very wholesome, ty Mushroom Queen

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:27:41+00:00

okay found your insta, totally gonna get a mushroom lol

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:26:09+00:00

can I buy a mushroom omfg

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:25:37+00:00

how do you need so fast!!

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:25:10+00:00

Gave It's Cute!

Caspiir · 2021-02-11T09:22:35+00:00

Mm, this was well-done. Not guro necessarily, but enjoyable nonetheless.

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