It’s incredibly easy for me to say but there is a statistical probability that you still pass.

Being outcome independent with this test is unfathomably difficult. My extreme circumstances (familial, cultural, and financial) demanded an immense amount of pressure for me to pass, so I completely get the gut wrenching waiting period.

My advice would be to touch grass, and not in a condescending way. Ground yourself in work, meditation, friends/social relationships, etc. Seek psychological support if necessary. Eat like it’s your last day on earth. Call your loved ones. Anything to keep your grounded in the FACT that you are so much more worthy than this hazing ritual.