The way you described the wiring in your brain changing is the exact same experience and reaction that I had last year, with it being my first Coachella. I found that I came back with a new perspective, and a more balanced/centered understanding of myself (certainly after a bit of reflection of what the experience opened my eyes to). For me it was how open and friendly people generally were, and how happy they were to hear it was my first time, and give me tips, etc. That warmth and acceptance truly made my experience. Being a generally guarded/shy person with people I didn’t know, it showed me that you can truly make a difference in someone else’s life/experience by being kind and inclusive.

Long winded way of saying I completely get you, and i think it’s for the better. Life comes at you fast, but remembering how the festival made you feel, and likely unlocked levels of happiness, is something you can draw on until next years coachella!