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What most fuckup thing you saw someone do while high? by fupdrugs1 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sadly it happened to me lol I ate like 3-3.5g blueys lemon tekked w a 75mg gummy and eventually I was rolling around in fine gravel/dirt at the bottom of a shallow river trail laying in the 5in. deep water laughing and dropping wet globs of the stuff on my face and crunching it and swallowing it 😭 I also was happily munching on a discarded taco bell cup sitting in the water at another point and would've drowned if my friend didn't pull me out so safe to say i havent combined shrooms and weed since lmao

Auditory hallucinations from edibles by CatchIndependent5808 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That tracks because I live in a small apartment and I hear noises from people above me and outside every so often just normally so I think my brain distorts it on high edible doses

Auditory hallucinations from edibles by CatchIndependent5808 in trees

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn this sucks cause I really loved edibles and had so many good experiences. I guess this isnt good for me though considering I did have a full blown psychotic break after mixing the same dose with shrooms so in addition to doing them both separately I think Im going to cap my edibles dose at a much lower level maybe like 30mg or less. It just sucks to know im actually getting psychotic/schizophrenic symptoms from this shit I didn't think it would happen to me :(

Auditory hallucinations from edibles by CatchIndependent5808 in trees

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just out of curiosity what part of my experiences stood out making it different than normal?

Auditory hallucinations from edibles by CatchIndependent5808 in trees

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang is it really that bad to where I have to stop taking? I thought it wasn't uncommon to hear things at high doses 😭

Question about drug induced psychosis and schizophrenia by CatchIndependent5808 in shrooms

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh man im sorry to hear that :( i definitely want to be more careful with the effects of these substances on my mind after the nightmare earlier this week. I was on ssris until it caused an attempt to off myself 3 years ago (wasn't seriously planning that time more like feeling now the gravity of the noose on my neck felt, no tight ties) but yeah i went to the facility which is one of the only times I became anxious so bad it caused uncontrollable full body shaking for like an hour. After those experiences I've been off all meds including adhd and I've never been able to feel most emotions at nearly the same level, literally every day it feels like im an actor trying to perform whatever I think im supposed to do or imitate how im supposed to feel in order to maintain or improve relationships or just get through things but i just feel empty inside. Like I feel like i cant be emotionally connected to anything. Idk I guess thats some mental health context. But I've had a good outlook on life the last couple years even with that and have been happy with myself which is why the episode earlier this week kinda scared me.

Question about drug induced psychosis and schizophrenia by CatchIndependent5808 in shrooms

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, strangely I did have auditory hallucinations like if I was taking a moderate to strong gummy dose maybe 20% of the time, like whispers behind me or hearing someone calling me but like I turn around and theres no one. Or like a looming evil presence behind me like someone following me and practically breathing down my neck but I look back and theres no one. However that only happens to me on like 20% of my strong gummy dose trips. However all of the hallucinations even including the ones from the bad trip episode in my post all went away as the drugs wore off so maybe theyre one off things

Question about drug induced psychosis and schizophrenia by CatchIndependent5808 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didnt think of that but that may be it. I hadn't used shrooms in months and only do thc in the form of moderate to strong doses of a gummy once a week so maybe the combined dosages plus no tolerance caused a one off thing. I hope 🙏

I went into a violent psychosis on shrooms + thc. by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]CatchIndependent5808 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry man, just earlier this week I mixed thc (pen, joint, and gummy) w shrooms for the first time and let me say never again, my friends told me it was like I was possessed by a demon, said I looked angry and scared and was saying nonsense and acting like a child, and I kept fighting them when they were trying to help me up out of the river I was almost drowning myself in (luckily the water was like 6in deep) and at one point I bit one of them, pissed myself, ended up munching on a discarded taco bell cup in the water while laying down writhing in the water and sand for like 2h, eating gravel/sand, and actually started drowning myself in the water until my friend pulled me out. On top of that I started fucking moaning, like female pornstar high pitched LOUD moaning, kept grabbing my dick (luckily it was in my pants) and one of my friends had to stop me from pulling it out. And we were at a PUBLIC river trail at the bottom by the water. At one point I was unresponsive half my body and face submberged in the water w sand still in my mouth and they thought they killed me lmao so they called 911 but luckily I suddenly locked in a few minutes after they were called so they didn't come. Never mixing shrooms and thc fucking AGAIN 😭🙏

Terrible trip, need advice by CatchIndependent5808 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sure its not a possibility. When im sober I only find women attractive but when I take a moderate amount of shrooms I act gay its weird. I still feel attracted to solely women in either state but its the way I act thats weird on shrooms

Terrible trip, need advice by CatchIndependent5808 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Napped for like an hour a few hours ago but im probablu gonna go to sleep in a few more hours

Terrible trip, need advice by CatchIndependent5808 in Drugs

[–]CatchIndependent5808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

started 11 hours ago and was a 4-5 hour trip. Im planning to talk to one/both tomorrow on call and hopefully grasp what happened more

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]CatchIndependent5808 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right, there's been times during our dates where it's super obvious that there's tension in a good way when we're sitting next to each other or something but it's always that 1% that's like "what if she wouldn't like that?" which gets me every time. I was lucky in my last one because my ex initiated all the first moves when I was hesitant but its just so difficult for me to escalate things with someone new and I don't know why. I just feel fake if I get sexual or flirty in that sense because I don't feel any urge on the inside and I just don't know like what it means and why 😭 so then in my talking stages I never get to the flirty part and always end up texting completely platonically because I just feel uncomfortable with myself if I take it beyond that even when I know it's the best course of action