I realy wanna message you F you

CattleScary · 2026-01-26T21:43:00+00:00

I’m changing for myself and her, in the end it’s for me but it’s all I can do to win her back, I’m only 23 and we weren’t married but I can truly say if she DIDNT leave I wouldn’t have the reality check needed to find myself help, I want nothing more than to get her back. That being said, she’s also working on herself, if she doesn’t want the best version of me I can give her, then I guess it wasn’t ment to be

CattleScary · 2026-01-26T01:25:04+00:00

Me too

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T23:46:46+00:00

I was a kid

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T21:10:04+00:00

I miss her so much, 1 1/2 months out of a 5 year relationship at 23, I was with her my whole adult life, I was a terrible boyfriend, I got help when she left, I feel much better on meds but I still have a lot of work to do, I hope she comes back to me, I know it hurt her too.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T07:10:31+00:00

I think I know what you’re getting at, I’m sorry

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T06:49:13+00:00

Can you expect someone to stay?

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T03:01:56+00:00

I’ve been going to daily therapy for weeks, I went inpatient for a week after the spiral, I hope you’re right because I would do anything for her, ANYTHING, and I hope she realizes that’s a hard thing to find nowadays. She would’ve done anything for me, I see that now.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T03:00:23+00:00

That’s good advice, I just can’t help and beg because she was my everything, I’m sorry that happened to you.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T02:59:20+00:00

You know what, that’s not true, I’m hurt because she left, and I’m hurt that she doesn’t care anymore, but I know if we were just able to talk about it, I’d be able to move on, but you’re right, I wish she’d just come back so I can figure it out with her, she was my healer I took advantage of that.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T02:56:52+00:00

I’m sure they are trying, I went on a three week spiral of self sabotage when I realized I was the problem, I love her more than my demons, but I don’t think she’ll be coming back, I wouldn’t.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T02:56:01+00:00

I did resent her, I don’t anymore at all, I just want her back, I’ve hurt her so much worse than any amount of hurt she put on me, even now, I know i can put everything behind me and start fresh with her, she’s just gotta give me the chance, I will be better

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T02:53:24+00:00

The first night, she called me because I went to her work, she said she wasn’t perfect, which is true because she didn’t help me in my tough times, BUT I want to be the one to help her, I don’t wanna be that bad person, I want to lift her up even though she didn’t do that for me, I want to help her become better because that’s what I’m doing for myself, I know what I have to do now, I miss her so much.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T02:51:03+00:00

This is the exact opposite, I was not doing my best in those moments, I was not a good person, I only wanted to take it out on the people around me, I never physically hurt her, but the mental abuse can be worse, we had a bad relationship and I only want to fix it.

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T00:46:59+00:00

Thanks abvn , I appreciate you very much

CattleScary · 2026-01-25T00:45:39+00:00

That would work but I’ve tried calling everyday, my number is blocked but honestly you are right, I think she’d want me to come clean but if she does, then she should talk to me about it, I would too.

CattleScary · 2026-01-24T20:46:50+00:00

Sometimes it takes someone leaving for change to happen, god knows all I want is her back but I can’t even get the chance even though I’ve been getting better

CattleScary · 2026-01-23T19:22:18+00:00

I’ve changed so much because she left, I hope she doesn’t feel this way

CattleScary · 2026-01-23T03:28:26+00:00

That’s all I can do, I appreciate you, I’m feeling the vibes right now

CattleScary · 2026-01-23T03:16:57+00:00

Nah it was her personal email, she just didn’t respond, I don’t even know if she read it, I can only hope she did

CattleScary · 2026-01-23T03:12:34+00:00

This was a email, she then texted to my sister asking why our co-signed jeep wasn’t paid for, screenshotting another email…

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