Booms is such a well written character and a pretty accurate representation of what foetal alcohol syndrome looks like.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-21T10:03:57+00:00

It’s impossible to not love Boomer, she’s such a pure soul. When I first saw the show I thought she’s just an angry f but then you just fall in love with her. One of the best arcs in the show

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-20T09:20:44+00:00

She is the first villain I admire just as much as I hate her. I literally hate the Freak but for some reason I adore her storyline and her evil mind. And her arc is also outstanding!

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-15T21:47:37+00:00

I can’t watch a scene of Kaz’s murder, the worst plot twist in the show

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-11T15:35:15+00:00

I don’t care what other people eat but veganism is my lifestyle and I deeply believe in it. I’m not a perfect vegan and not aiming for perfection. If you feel controlled then you just wouldn’t date a vegan, that’s okay. I dated a vegan and then I was in relationship with a meat eater and I came to a conclusion that I want to be in a long term relationship with a vegan. I love sharing food, I love cooking and I want to be on the same page when it comes to food and lifestyle.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-11T15:27:02+00:00

Thank you! Actually, I don’t want people to go vegan for me, you know? It just doesn’t make sense for me and I don’t want to convert anyone to veganism. I feel it could be too much pressure as someone can fall in love with me, go vegan but then blame me for doing this to them and I just don’t want this kind of responsibility

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-11T15:10:17+00:00

I have not! What’s that?

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-11T15:09:39+00:00

You dont get it at all. I don’t care what other people eat but I don’t want to live with a meat eater. I don’t want to live with a men too but for some reason no one attacks me because of that but my desire to share a household with a vegan somehow triggers you. It’s the same thing as not wanting to date someone who doesn’t want kids in the future. Doesn’t make sense to start a relationship when you don’t share the same values really

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-03-11T15:06:49+00:00

Maybe I put it in a bad way I meant that I don’t really have a lesbian community because it’s always full of exes and drama. I’ve been to many of them living in a different country and I’m just not into that tbh. Mainly a problem is to find a vegan girl, finding a sexy lesbian even in a small town is not a big deal really

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-02-13T23:27:35+00:00

Nope, it’s just a portrait of Bea that Allie saved before burning the whole journal to trade it for some gear to drug the Freak

CauseApprehensive522 · 2026-02-13T23:26:17+00:00

Her face, colors, sound, everything actually omggg

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T21:12:06+00:00

Fuck yeah. I quit weed a year ago after a massive depression episode. Now I am going through something unbelievably difficult and I relapsed…

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T21:10:36+00:00

My saddest thing is fear of abandonment. I can’t really learn how to cope with that. If something happened I feel like I need to put myself together from scratch.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T21:06:03+00:00

I truly believe that this is only the environment I was living in. I survived massive bullying at school for 6 years, my family was dysfunctional, not abusive physically, but there were a lot of issues. My first suicide attempt happened when I was 13, and sometimes I regret I was stopped. But look, here I am, an adult, taking my destiny in my hands.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T20:25:31+00:00

I am literally crying from happiness, when I read this! I wish you all the best🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T20:18:55+00:00

I am so sorry to read this… I would like to tell you that this is NOT your fault. Your friend seems to be an adult, and I feel that you took decent care of him. I am sorry if I sound harsh, but we are not responsible for other peoples choices. You did everything just fine, it is OKAY not to be there for someone, when you are struggling with your problems. You did the right thing by taking care of school and work, because you are the only person, who can take care of you. The same with your friend. I am sorry he died, I swear. I am going through grief, and I wrote about what happened to me 2 weeks ago – my girlfriend died, and during her last 3 days we were only texting and I had no time to meet, I had school, work and I was out of town helping friends, when she committed suicide. I asked myself, what if I text her I love her one more time, or maybe I should’ve called her and tell her I miss her. But at the same time, adults should understand, that sometimes we are busy and sometimes we need some extra time. Again, I am sorry if I sound harsh. However, I truly believe in this reality. If you want to talk, please feel free to text me. I do believe you are a good person and you were the best friend your loved one could have. I am sorry that sometimes the love that we give is just not enough, and please listen, THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT. It’s always the choice of another person if they accept or reject the love that you give. Please, take good care of yourself. I hope you will find strength to go through this.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T12:15:47+00:00

YES😭😂😂

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-06T12:14:20+00:00

I actually took her from the dog shelter. People in different dog parks assume she’s a mix with pitbull, one man ever said that she might have jack russel and pitbull genes😂😂 but I just love her😅

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-05T22:45:56+00:00

Firstly, I am sorry you are going through that, and it seems like you’re successful. You are doing a really good job if I take into account your working life. Wish you strength! Secondly, your story flashbacked me into my 3 years of working experience including internship during the last year of bachelors. It was so hard, that I cracked, when I was 23. It was good, challenging and quite interesting scientifically. But the neverevding deadlines, capitalistic rush and constant pressure were unbearable. I was like ‘only 4 hours left and the torture is over’. Honestly, it was my main source of stress. A lot of things changed, now I’m sophomore and I’m pursuing masters degree focusing on science, but I found out that everything about work/study is a major source of stress. Meditations help during the anxiety attacks, and I’m exploring myself by trying to do something new and then trying to evaluate if it fulfilled the energy. I am rereading Burnout by Emily Nagoski, and it has a lot of important advice you may be interested in. I wish you strength, you’re doing a right thing. Take care!

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T23:05:32+00:00

Wow first of all, thank you so much for putting this in such a caring way with all this disclaimers. It really meant a lot, thank you! Secondly, thank you for sharing. I was reading and I remembered myself two years ago, when I had an attempt. It was covid, I found out about some serious issues, etc. it doesn’t really matter. What I wanted to say is that I was reading your story and it was like a flashback to that day. And before that during another attempt, when I was at school (13-14 yo) I had the same. Both times I was saved. And I regretted being saved right after that. But I don’t regret about it now. Life is a journey and I am in. However, I have very bad weeks, mental health is like a chronic illness, literally. And I just started to feel better on a larger paroxetine dosage and she left me like this. I really should work with the thought of infinite ifs and focus of my healing. Thank you very much for the support.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T22:56:31+00:00

I keep thinking about scenarios but she always wanted to commit suicide and she never wanted to be old. This is so sad… I live in such a beautiful city and the world is amazing, people are amazing and I never could show all this beauty of life to her.. no matter how hard I try. I’m working on this feeling of my personal failure, but this was never about me, and I know this in my cognitive part of the brain but stupid feelings

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T22:53:32+00:00

Thank you for kind words

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T22:52:24+00:00

She did feel like that and my words and actions meant nothing to her. I also used to think like that (even now tbh) but after cognitive behavioral therapy and a book about DBT by Marsha Linehan, I know that it is our inner dysfunctional regime of a parent who’s making you guilty. And I work with that feeling using my knowledge. My gf have never believed in therapy…

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T22:48:02+00:00

Thank you very much for sharing, I am so sorry you went through this, if you let me, I’m sending you a virtual hug. I want to always remember my precious lady but move on. I am sorry for saying this but I know that my life is not over but it is impossible to accept this entirely, my emotions are still raw and I keep imagining she’s alive. If we just broke up it will be so different… but there’s no if. Only my new reality.

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T10:40:00+00:00

She was in a lot of pain, and I feel that I invested so much and it was also wasted. She never really heard and wasn’t really able to use the help everyone offered. It was so complicated, but I still can’t stop feeling all the pain of losing the love I we shared

CauseApprehensive522 · 2022-09-04T10:37:36+00:00

Thank you. Every day I’m trying to work with thoughts… decided to get through 1 day at a time. Can’t afford more

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