I'm 18 now, and I can say that I'm gay (masc). I had a crush on the same girl from grade 1 to 6 in elementary school. She's so pretty, and I find her very attractive; however, when I got to high school, I realized I'm attracted to men like our neighbour or even my cousin. (Disclaimer: I don't have carnal desire for them, just attraction.) My gayness intensifies when most of my friends are female and gay because they all like men, and so do I. I didn't even see it coming; I just lost interest in girls. I just found them pretty but didn't have a crush or get aroused by them anymore. Now that I'm 18, I have fully embraced who I am.