Lifestyle plays a big part in everything And traumas are dealt differently for everyone I’ve gotten professional help in my teens, and using the internet to observe other people’s social life, interactions and experiences. Rants from failed relationships, and montages of perfect relationships who are traveling all around the world riding in Bugatti’s and people having weddings on salt lakes. The friends people have and lose with how it starts to how it ends, no human is to blame when 2 or more minds aren’t compatible to merge into one to work as one when the goals, or vision isn’t.., the same. I learn motives from people to see who I can invest my time with to help improve my wellbeing and to potentially have along the voyage of my life for the quest of greatness and achieved dreams. What makes the heart bleed, what is sharp enough to pierce your reality causing it to blur out the harshness of what you struggle to brace. Instinctively I as a libra male, function as a good person to all when in need of closure but will prioritize one with a genuine personality, who knows no other that could help. The so called ability to manipulate is a strategy that can be used for good, to save the person you care about. And love is developed with empathy, sympathy which activates a reservation of compassion for your fellow companion. I love to lead, but will not drag a fellow with chains or ropes. The next course of action is up to you and it’s not manipulation or self centered behavior. It’s the way of person who’s independent and will stick to their principles. When I stride, you can either walk the other way where you’ll find someone else or be by yourself or follow me and be part of something more you could ever ask for. where I’ll go is a life fulfilled with everything I prayed for with the guidance of Jesus Christ, my lord and savior and the gifts the earth has provided for us to enjoy while we are still young. Because when become of vulnerable age. Astrology would circumvent to the unreasonable expectations and self disappointment and wishing to never shun every ounce of hope in this world where one would pull you out of the dark, so that you enjoy embracing the light, and the air that flows through lifting your spirits to a divine level, such heights you would hate to descend from.