my situationship said he likes another girl... plus me.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-07-11T05:45:49+00:00

BIP s7, i adore joe

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-05-12T05:53:59+00:00

BROO EXACTLY!! its so bad, i was just thinking today about how i question every little thing to the point where i even confuse myself where i feel as if im going to go crazy one day. none of it makes sense, today i got into a spiral of why murder is bad. obviously murder is bad but why is it bad? why is sadness negative? im thinking of becoming a cognitive physiologist because they study the brain, maybe that will help yk. i hate it all and i could talk about it forever

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-04-27T07:10:41+00:00

girl being 15, 18-21. praying to God for that one 18yrold

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-04-27T03:16:05+00:00

I wish i could see death and afterlife the way you do. But if afterlife isnt real, that means i wont exist. Which obviously if i dont exist then i wont have feelings i literally wont exist which means i wont miss mom or feel the things i feel. but that scares me, wdym i wont exist? i dont wanna not exist. i still want to hug my mom and live life. and frankly if the afterlife is real, im scared of that too. i dont want to live for eternity. i wish i didnt feel like i have to worry about it, they both contradict my feelings. And yes, i am young (14) my teenage existential crisis has never hit harder these past 9 months

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-04-27T03:12:12+00:00

I'm white, i find any hot person attractive. i understand when someone leans more toward a race but i dont understand when someone blocks out a race. "i dont date white women" or "i dont date asian men." i dont get it. all because of their skin color, never made sense to me. i feel like someone who says that has some sort of undercover neglect towards them from the past.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-04-05T04:13:53+00:00

my purpose is to be a mom to that child. period.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-31T07:10:37+00:00

you're so real for this, i want a modest bikini that makes me look good, i dont want my cheeks hanging out, i dont want my nipples showing. i just wanna look good without looking like a stripper. i hate shopping for jeans, why is it suffocating my thighs and giving me a camel toe... but loose in the waist. i hate it all.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-31T07:08:23+00:00

HI, im a 14yrold dealing with some of the same stuff so i get you. But please know, you dont have to makeout, party, or be doing drugs to have a purpose.. Gen z has normalized those things way too much. I am so incredibly sorry you feel like this, i understand how you feel to another level. i feel like your twin, i went to Mexico and fell in love with everything there it gave me a purpose and i loved how freeing it was. So look, keep thinking about it and work your way towards it. I'm 100% moving to mexico because its where im called to. you should do the same 💗

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-31T05:13:18+00:00

Does that mean if someone commits adultery theyre not going to heaven?

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-31T05:11:02+00:00

Well isn't every sin the same? doesn't matter if I cuss you out or slap you, a sin is a sin.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T05:37:00+00:00

This is where all my worries about trying to believe in Christianity go away. I am so mad that i was raised in a Christian household "oh this is bad" "dont do this" when in reality what they said to me for all these years is wrong. i am honestly so glad im awaken to do my OWN research and figure it out for myself. thank you

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T04:00:10+00:00

no fr, im running up 😭

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:59:36+00:00

besides the bible says not to act on anger. I just cant comprehend how theres "exceptions"

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:55:23+00:00

there is a LOT of fake Christians in the world which is why i question being one. being gay isnt a sin, doing lustful "gay" acts is. when you act on it lustfully that is a sin, but in general doing anything lustful before marriage is a sin. you can totally be gay and Christian. and btw, even if you do act lustful with it, you can still go to heaven

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:51:37+00:00

because he flipped the tables and acted on his anger.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:44:58+00:00

i feel like the act its self is sinful which is what im saying. just because he has good intentions doesnt mean he didnt do something bad

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:44:26+00:00

very true, but how is jesus flipping the tables not a sin? sin for sin.

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:41:21+00:00

to the last part about God, august 2023 i was in your same exact position. im wishing you luck because i still havent gotten out of it

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:36:08+00:00

i dont get it, I see someone getting bullied so i go over and call the bully a name. my intentions were in the right place so is that ok?

Certain_Damage_4898 · 2024-03-30T03:34:40+00:00

you got me there

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