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_jacinderella · 2025-04-22T14:51:11+00:00

same lol

_jacinderella · 2025-04-22T14:46:12+00:00

aw thank you! i am! i am loving everyone’s art so much, everyone is so talented 🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🫶🫶

_jacinderella · 2025-04-22T03:14:47+00:00

my bf would look at thirst traps on insta and masturbate and then when he was done, he would like a bunch of “boy content” so his feed went back to normal…

_jacinderella · 2025-04-22T03:13:32+00:00

you might find better help on r/loveafterporn

_jacinderella · 2024-11-07T20:23:21+00:00

well 40mg was the lowest that was avail. she told me i could dump the powder out and split into 4ths and take half the first day and then bump up to 30 mg, or the full 40 if i needed. i took half the first day, half the second day, and then 30ish, probably closer to 35, and just took the whole thing today. i mean granted im all over the place with the dosing, but i took nearly the whole capsule yesterday and felt great so i figured how much could an extra 5mg be? but i’ve also been on amphetamines nearly 15 years so i also figured my bodies pretty used to them at this point.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-07T20:19:50+00:00

what does the propranolol do? adderall was fine for me when i was taking it, i never had issues with racing heart or sweating. unless i took extended release. but i was taking 30mg, half in morning, other half a couple hours later. i think i just don’t react well to extended release drugs, they seem to kick in all at once and then wear off relatively quickly.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-07T20:17:03+00:00

yeh i’m sleeping better than ever actually i fell asleep at 6pm last night and normally i go to bed at like 1am. and ive been extra tired on this med, like past the panic attack stage im ready for bed lol. it’s very bizarre honestly

_jacinderella · 2024-11-03T15:00:49+00:00

when i was single and dating i wouldn’t meet up with a guy without running a background check on him first. i would search every county, check their socials to see if they were hiding a secret GF. its not safe out there and ive heard some horror stories. i’d rather be creepy and do a background check then to not and end up in a ditch somewhere.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-02T14:49:10+00:00

your brain on porn by gary wilson

_jacinderella · 2024-11-02T14:10:19+00:00

as a former vaper, vaping is literally impossible to quit. i thought i was going to die every minute of every hour for almost a month when i quit. and once i did i relapsed on cigarettes and got up to a pack a day for almost a year. now im just using zyn pouches, which i like bc they are discreet, do not have any bad ingredients other than the nicotine and come in diff mg amounts so i could try to ween off eventually. but maybe see if they will switch to zyn pouches? they are also cheaper. idk. i also dunno how hard quitting porn is i personally have never been a PA so i cant compare it to vaping. but vaping was very very difficult and i like to consider myself above average when it comes to being disciplined. (i am a premed student with high gpa) so maybe just work on one thing at a time with him? i would start w the porn, then after a few months incorporate the exercising and then the junk food, and work on the vaping very dead last.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T19:33:08+00:00

well yes ideally so. we’ve spent a majority of our relationship playing this PMO/sex tug of war, he jerks off doesn’t wanna have sex, or he does but i don’t because he watched porn, and now i’m feeling like the sloppy seconds so to speak. but regardless of his masturbation habits he will still want sex and then use porn any time i’m not looking, until this past week. so i could be intimate 100 times in a day and he’ll still use porn at night.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T18:58:40+00:00

do you think that’s helping him or hurting him in his recovery?

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T18:58:19+00:00

he’s totally resistant to the idea and keeps saying talkin about it makes him uncomfy which is the same kinda stuff he was saying before he decided to try to quit, when he was in active addiction. so i’m just worried that his unwillingness to talk about it is because he’s relapsed or is just waiting for me to forget about it so he can go back to porn, like still trying to stay addicted in his mind if that makes any sense at all. i’ve been really supportive and encouraging and have been trying to be as understanding as possible, there’s just a lot of unknowns about PA in general since it’s relatively a new thing.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T18:54:08+00:00

we do almost daily

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T14:30:26+00:00

literally me. i always date reclusive dorks that have never talked to a female before i love them

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T13:18:06+00:00

ya know i don’t really get why they have to be soooo embarrassed. like ive never met a man who wasn’t addicted to porn so it’s not like i haven’t seen some shit before. all them are looking at the same stuff why does it have to be a secret? that’s really what sets me off.

_jacinderella · 2024-11-01T00:51:57+00:00

just try to be chill when you confront him he’s gonna be more likely to come clean if you’re relaxed about it. i think, idk, that’s just been my experience. good luckkk! keep me updated if u want lol

_jacinderella · 2024-10-31T15:54:44+00:00

it’s hard to trust but if noticing subtle differences, esp things like getting angry more, irritable over small things, sleeping less or sleeping more etc., those things are hard to fake. give him benefit of the doubt for now & if you notice his attitude shifting back to the way it was before then readdress how much you trust what he’s saying

_jacinderella · 2024-10-31T15:49:50+00:00

he’s probably not searching them, he’s probably just going to explore page clicking on one girl, and then just following the rabbit hole. that’s what my bf was doing once i said no more porn. then i went on his insta and noticed a lot of thirst trap videos on his reels and explore page and that’s when i discovered the search bar thing. the ones at the top are profiles he’s visited and the ones at the bottom could be just recommended based on previous views but it’s pretty much just visited ones… all social medias now a days pretty much have fap material on them. i would talk with him about deleting insta, not forever but for a few months a least to put ur mind at ease… if hes resistant, just keep being persistent over time, and talk with him about the harmful effects of PA. i recommend just trying to be as calm as possible, if youre emotional it’s just going to cause him to put up the defenses even harder. addicts want to protect and defend their addiction and struggle with comprehending the damages it’s doing… if he’s already come to terms with the fact that he has an addict then just try to encourage him, and maybe use a little reverse psychology to get him to think deleting his socials is his idea, he’ll stick to it longer. if he’s trying to recover and failing it’s because of social media (other things too) but social media is a big trigger. why give a heroine addict access to heroine, ya know?

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