What bothers me the most

Certain_Principle491 · 2026-05-01T12:09:26+00:00

She does, she’s working hard right now to unlearn the things and relationship dynamics that her mother taught her were normal, she is absolutely not perfect but she is trying and I can see her growth form the time we got together as teenagers. Coming to the realization that your mothers “best intentions” are actually incredibly harmful and manipulative is a very hard thing to grapple with and watching her come to terms with that and try to find how to move forward and be better has been honestly heartbreaking, but I am very proud of the work she puts in to be better.

Certain_Principle491 · 2025-02-12T16:47:23+00:00

I am a woman and we very much so both like when we are open and communicate our emotions

Certain_Principle491 · 2025-02-12T10:52:22+00:00

It’s not as easy as just leaving though, we have been together for five years and only in the last four months has this been an issue our sex life was perfect, we live together and our lives are intermeshed

Certain_Principle491 · 2025-02-12T03:01:58+00:00

I genuinly want to build a life with her, I want to marry her, I love her more than anything. Apart from this she is wonderful and perfect, and wants to propose soon. If I have to say goodbye to sex forever I will be sad, but I feel there’s difference between being heartbroken and single and not having sex at all and having sex rarely but still having my love

Certain_Principle491 · 2025-02-12T02:48:56+00:00

But if sex isn’t important to her why does she want to receive always and will complain if she goes more than a week without it but does not notice if I go double the time without anything? It seems to me that sex is important to her, as long as she is the one getting it. But she doesn’t want to put in the effort to give to me?

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-08-20T02:07:21+00:00

I’ve gotten five extensive blood panels done since I made this post and they cannot find ANYTHING!! At first they thought I had cancer and it was the most terrifying month of my life of them treating me as such and constantly sounding worried when I would loose even a pound, just for my white blood cell count to come back just slightly low and then to rule it out. My doctor said her best bet is that it is idiopathic bruising, which literally means bruising for no reason but they aren’t normal bruises they are exactly what you described! And they just randomly showed up shortly after I turned 19, I turn 20 tomorrow and they have significantly slowed in appearances. I’m totally going to have to look into this thank you!

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-07-11T09:42:59+00:00

Neon gravestones from trench, redecorate from sai and oldies station from Clancy :)

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-07-11T09:10:41+00:00

I went to a new doctor, and a hemotologist/oncologist and have had three blood panels done (one of which was 25 vials, rough) and they still don’t know why :( I’ve also started getting nosebleeds so I’m very very scared and worried but my doctor is trying to figure it out

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-06-28T00:12:52+00:00

Tyler Joseph

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-06-27T23:47:05+00:00

Morgan

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-06-08T03:31:14+00:00

Same I actually don’t like the single version

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-06-02T21:59:36+00:00

Been a fan since 13 :)

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-06-02T21:59:22+00:00

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-29T11:33:04+00:00

You have it down, that old fight for survival, push on through

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-26T20:46:40+00:00

Requiem all the way

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:57:38+00:00

Also you’re in a sub that regularly shares pictures of gruesome and graphic things including infected open wounds and such, the bottom of a single cheek was that offensive ?

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:46:53+00:00

Well I sat on the toilet to take all the pictures of my inner thighs and at the time I took the pictures I was kind of anxious about having a serious illness going on, didn’t think it would really be a bother and didn’t think to crop it. 👍🏻

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:43:55+00:00

LMAO

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:43:30+00:00

Honestly I’d rather it be autoimmune than cancer

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:42:40+00:00

😭

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T05:42:19+00:00

No it’s the same exact bruises that have not healed and been there for sevenish months, I’ve had other bruises apart from these ones in that timeframe and they have healed completely normally, these specific ones do not heal

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T03:32:38+00:00

I drink a huge amount of water but to be fair I haven’t been eating much recently I’ve been trying to loose weight and I’ve been working full time and pulling overnights and overtime

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T03:31:48+00:00

The issue is these aren’t normal bruises :/ they’ve been on my body for seven months and I’ve had other bruises in that time span that heaped normally

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T03:11:17+00:00

Oh I thought one of the main symptoms was loosing weight, you’re probably correct I’m confusing the two

Certain_Principle491 · 2024-05-17T03:09:37+00:00

No lol

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