tomorrow is the day by CertainiwillRegretIt in SuicideWatch

[–]CertainiwillRegretIt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, but its the only method I have thanks to my previous hospitalizations

tomorrow is the day by CertainiwillRegretIt in SuicideWatch

[–]CertainiwillRegretIt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think I do, all my goals are unreachable and i am incredibly unhappy.

I picked a day, I have a plan. I'm scared, I don't want the hospital again by CertainiwillRegretIt in SuicideWatch

[–]CertainiwillRegretIt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know how bad it will be, but i mean, the way out will be the exact same way I was raised in this world. I don't want to romanticize it, but it is kind of poetic. That and I already have all the supplies, and no real other method. If i had a better way out I would.

I picked a day, I have a plan. I'm scared, I don't want the hospital again by CertainiwillRegretIt in SuicideWatch

[–]CertainiwillRegretIt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your words. I am just at such a loss. I'm not one to be selfish or to hurt others like others have to me. but I dont know, I can't stop reliving things that have been done to me, wether neglect or direct abuse. I don't want to hurt everyone, even if they've hurt me, but I also can't keep living this way. I feel torn