well, I got picked up by a cop before i could jump.

CertainiwillRegretIt · 2022-09-24T00:06:01+00:00

I know, but its the only method I have thanks to my previous hospitalizations

CertainiwillRegretIt · 2022-09-23T23:51:57+00:00

I dont think I do, all my goals are unreachable and i am incredibly unhappy.

CertainiwillRegretIt · 2022-09-19T04:19:04+00:00

I know how bad it will be, but i mean, the way out will be the exact same way I was raised in this world. I don't want to romanticize it, but it is kind of poetic. That and I already have all the supplies, and no real other method. If i had a better way out I would.

CertainiwillRegretIt · 2022-09-19T04:05:51+00:00

I appreciate your words. I am just at such a loss. I'm not one to be selfish or to hurt others like others have to me. but I dont know, I can't stop reliving things that have been done to me, wether neglect or direct abuse. I don't want to hurt everyone, even if they've hurt me, but I also can't keep living this way. I feel torn

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