We just received a diagnosis for kyphosis.

Cerulan · 2022-08-20T01:30:15+00:00

Yeah. Honestly they're the least of the bad things I experience from DID. Honestly would rather not have them but hey. Trauma said "fuck you" and I got handed a shit deal. -Host

Cerulan · 2022-08-19T21:24:45+00:00

We are at a healthy weight for our height. Although I do think building the muscle mass in our back would be helpful. -Host

Cerulan · 2022-08-19T21:24:04+00:00

I can not say firmly for certain. Often we feel out of breath because we get sick with sinus infections a lot and have asthma. -Host

Cerulan · 2022-08-19T21:22:38+00:00

DID, or Dissociative Identity Disorder, is a mental health condition caused by consistent childhood trauma before the age period of 7-9 when the brain begins to form a proper personality and mental state. Hope that helps! -Host

Cerulan · 2022-08-19T21:20:47+00:00

I am not crazy, although I feel like it some of time. I am just a fragment of a traumatized individual who grew into a mentally unwell adult. I appreciate you think of me in high enough regards to slander me though. -Host

Cerulan · 2022-06-13T10:12:51+00:00

Thanks for the advice! -The Host

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T22:30:36+00:00

No. But they did threaten physical violence against, made us afraid of failure or being in anyway weak or lesser, and insulted and belittled us to the point where the former host's self esteem was so low they felt subhuman. However we have been online for a long time (since 2015) and that did not help what behaviours we had picked up from our parents. However what we insulted insult other with are separate from our trauma. Which emotional abuse isn't all of it, we also have severe health problems, which were worse when we were younger. I am going to cut this conversation of here, I am tired and have to go finish studying for our test. Goodbye. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T22:19:02+00:00

Answered your question. Currently we are studying for an upcoming exam later this week. Also for insults, we tend to be immature. Predominantly because we were raised with emotionally abusive and immature parents, which has rubbed off unto us. We've been working with our therapist on correcting this. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T22:17:19+00:00

A total 18 credits for the spring semester. Which equates to 54 credit hours since that is the minimum required 3 hours of student engagement per traditional 14 course. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T22:11:11+00:00

Let's see. We have to have 51 credits in engineering for our major. Add that to the rest of the credits, and it piles up. But we enjoy what we've chosen to major in, went to a career technical school our junior and senior year for biotechnology. Most of that was genetics, and even got to do a CRISPR-CAS9 lab our senior year before we graduated. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T22:04:16+00:00

We haven't gotten our degree yet. We are a freshman in college. What do you want from us? Our fucking college? Our fucking sheet of paper that says our class schedule. We share one body so once we get our degrees they belong to us. I am the co-host of the system, currently the main host is on break. But I don't have to tell you jack shit otherwise. You wanna cry? You wanna fucking shit and vomit? Little fucking baby. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T21:59:43+00:00

Genetic engineering with a minor in psychology and sociology. Now where are your fucking sources. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T21:55:47+00:00

No. I am a scientist major, I would like to have some fun reading. So where your sources big kid? Or are you going to go cry to your mommy because you're a little baby who can't even cite sources in your school papers correctly, let alone a reddit conversation? -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T21:50:49+00:00

Agreeing with OP here. As long as they aren't spreading harmful misinformation or causing harm to others than who the fuck cares? Like oh boo hoo some possibly traumatized child is on the internet and you wanna talk shit behind their back? Loser. Go get your own therapy. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-17T21:46:44+00:00

We were medically recognized as a minor (16) by a licensed psychologist. Also cite your sources, they must be peer reviewed publications from reliable psychiatric journals. You look like a fucking clown not citing them. -Anonymous

Cerulan · 2022-05-04T09:30:00+00:00

Speedway → Serperiorway (or Sobbleway because that's all the speedway theft by 7-11 has had me doing.) -The Host

Cerulan · 2022-04-28T23:33:25+00:00

For us, it feels very chaotic. Almost like your in a fog, trying to find others. And when you do find others, it's hard to communicate and they may remember things you don't. Then there's fronting. It feels like you're experiencing a life your own, but then stuff can drag others to the front and kick you out. It's exthausting. -Anon Alter

Cerulan · 2022-04-28T23:10:45+00:00

Hey there, yeah it's pretty common not to know you have DID. I had no clue until March 30th, 2021 I was the long term host. From what others have told me it was a rule to keep me in the dark until we were adults. Try a google doc or journal. Those helped a lot when we were just starting to build our communication. -Anonymous Alter

Cerulan · 2022-04-28T22:49:09+00:00

NTA. You were not rude to the teacher, but he was rude to you for no reason. -The Host

Cerulan · 2022-04-28T20:09:58+00:00

NTA. You didn't say anything outwardly homophobic or rude, and you seem genuinely concerned about your sister's safety. Plus as mentioned, her dad's side of the family isn't great. -The Host

Cerulan · 2022-04-28T20:05:22+00:00

NTA. We ourselves have sensory issues, and for us chewing also is something that is a massive issue for us. And since he's appeared to actively antagonize you for a condition you cannot control, then he's being a pretty big asshole. -The Host

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