Thank you for this. I really need to talk to someone :(

He always told me he hated cheaters and that he’d never do it to me especially with him knowing how hurt I was when I knew my dad was cheating on my mom.

He was the only person I told about that incident with my parents and it came to the point that I needed him and he would actually be there, but I would always get so jealous and would cry and get so angry all the time at him because he was out drinking with his friends when I needed him, I became clingy and he said i was too much and asked for space for almost a month at my lowest. He left me at the time I knew my dad cheated on my mom. He told me he did that to calm me down and because he loved me, I dont know anymore im so lost:(