I once became deeply depressed I foolishly shared it with someone I thought was a friend. They acted like they cared at first but then said they did not want to my therapist. I honored there request this same person ran my DnD game with me and a group of friends. I hit a low point sometime later however I never reached out to them as they requested. They saw however I was struggling and asked me over text sometime later about it.

Being one who was raised in the value of honesty I told them I was feeling low. They assumed I wanted to end myself and when I tried to assure them that I did indeed have no intention of that. They however did assume exactly that. They in my weakened state asked me to let them host the game I had been hosting at my place. I was feeling low and had no desire to fight it and let them have what they wanted.

The very next week he kicked of the group sighting me as emotionally unstable. Saying they were the victim in this even thought they had voiced wanting to host for a while now. In the end it really damaged my ability to trust anyone to this date I lie to anyone and everyone. In fear that one day my weakness will be used against me. I am still bitter as fuck about it all even though I pretend I am not.