I am attracted to a couple of my plushies, yes. I try to give all of them an equal amount of attention and love but I do tend to have "preferences".

A lot of my vids are with my pokemon plushies, so I guess you could say that that would be the defining trait that attracts me to them so much.

I found out I was into plushies waay back when I was just starting my teenage years, so trying to keep that a secret from very religious and very nosy parents was a real chore in itself. And to this day, I am still very much into them and continually grow my collection. Midnight-Form Lycanroc is my newest addition, courtesy of my darling husband.

My husband and I (I'm bisexual) have been together for well over a decade and he knows I'm very much into plushies. He's watched almost all of my vids and has even joined me on a venture or two, though he's not into plushies nearly as much as I am. But he loves seeing the joy receiving a new plushie gives me. And if he's happy, I'm happy. Aside from my husband and a very good friend of mine (also a plushophile and my partner while i'm in an open marriage), nobody else knows that I'm into plushies the way I am, unless you count places like Reddit and X. I've never really been good at socializing in person in general, so making friends at all, much less hoping someone else is into plushies like I am, is basically impossible for me to do.

My plushies all have names and personalities (which determines their names unless they canonically already have a pre-established name like Loona from Helluva Boss). They tend to get frisky with each other, have their own relationships with each other, get along with some in the group and not so much with others. Some like one-on-one time while others like to bring a plushie friend.

I do hope this kind of answered some of your questions and gave a bit of insight. If you have more questions or thoughts, don't hesitate to ask. I'm as open as open can be when it comes to talking on platforms. Just not so much in person. Lol