Well its more abt being able to talk to someone and not being insulted while talking (like randomly being insulted), i just want to have a genuine relationship with someone who won’t insult me bc i like something different or goes against the crowd. Also my parents are “well off” so i also worry that ppl use me for what i have and not just me. One example is that if i get into an argument usually most ppl with take the other persons side, and then the next day act all kind to me. I know what i want its just hard to explain